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Dusty

I ran to Remington, and Sebastian and emerson pulled me away before I could reach him. "Dusty go get Derek, we'll most likely be heading to the hospital." Sebastian told me.

I just wanted him to be okay, and so I listened to sebby and went to go get Derek. Derek drove me to the hospital and there I was told I had to wait out in the waiting room. Remington was just put into surgery when i got there.

Even though I was with Remington, I still am not feeling my 100% that I used to be. "Hey baby, you want some gummy bears?" Remington asked, shaking the bag,

My stomach said yes, but I'm saying no. "Babe? Dusty?" Remington asked, coming to the bunk.

I just stared at the beautiful fan art that he was given, it was a watercolor painting of us. I had the boom playing, and then it was disrupted. "Dusty?" Remington looked at me.

"Yeah?" I asked, rubbing my eyes.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah"

"Are you sure? You can take a nap, the boys won't be here for a while." Remington said, grazing the my forehead and the side of my face with his hand.

"Okay, can you cuddle?" I asked, which is weird because I never once asked him if he could.

Remington nodded and climbed in with me. I handed him an earbud and played you'll be in my heart from Tarzan. Since nobody was on the bus yet, Remington sang to me, "Stop your crying, it will be alright. Just take my hand, hold it tight. I will protect you, and all around you. I will be here, don't you cry." He sang.

As he sang, tears formed and I just couldn't hold onto them anymore. Remington smiled softly and wiped them away. Then he kissed my nose. "You'll be in my heart, I'll be there, always." He sang quietly and heavenly.

This song was a emotional bomb for me, whenever Derek sang it to me, I wasn't in the best place. But now that Remmy sang it, it has a way different meaning to it. As Remington continued to sing, I feel asleep and hoped for a better tomorrow.

I woke up to the feeling of tapping on my shoulder, and it was Emerson. "Hey hes out of surgery. He really wants you." Emerson told me.

I walked to the room he was staying in, but when I walked in I felt disoriented and distant from everyone, even though there were other people in the room.

The next morning, Remington was gone from bed. I looked around and heard the shower going. I got up and grabbed some clothes. Remington shut off the shower and got out. I still feel nothing emotionally, Remington is worried like he always is. He's worried that I'll leave him again, and honestly... I do want to leave, but just not him. Derek still is trying to have me to come back, and then there's a new friend that i haven't talked to in so long. Mitchel Cave is his name, and he just flew back from Australia. We've been talking nonstop and now Mitchel is wanting me to come talk to him. "Hey baby, you wanna head out to the mall and possibly get some Tender Greens?" Remington asked, coming out of the bathroom in just skinny jeans.

I finished pulling over my shirt and then turned around, "Sure that sounds good." I answered faking my smile.

Just then my phone dings.

God damnit Mitchel

"Who's that?" Remington asked, going to check if it was his phone.

"Luna" I answered.

It honestly was Luna and Mitchel. Luna and Emerson have been going on strong if you wanna know. They haven't broke up ever since the day he asked her out. They're getting married next month.

From Mitty 👑: hey, please try to get out of the house by yourself today. I would really like to talk to you today without protective vampire king over your shoulder.

To Mitty 👑: how do you know that I call him that?

From Mitty 👑: I've seen you stories Dusty... so

I rolled my eyes and put my phone down. "Hey so I also need to go meet up with my mom today. It's just a mom and daughter thing. Sorry but you have to stay home." I told Remington, our relationship has just been lies.

Being reminded of everything that used to happen between us... made me realise that I havent talked to so many people in so long, and one of them could possibly help me not feel so distant. But I walked up to Remington and he smiled shyly at me.

"Hey" I said.

"Hey" he replied, his voice raspy.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

"I could be better, but uh after a week of being in the hospital here, we get to head home." Remington told me.

I nodded and sat down in a chair beside his bed. "Dusty, dont worry about me okay, go back to warped with the boys and it will be okay." Remington told me.

"Rem-"

"No. Go back to warped okay?" Remington stopped me.

I nodded and got up, kissing his head, and then went out with Emerson.

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So speaking of the realization that she hasnt talked to people for a long time, I cant decide between two people to show up. Ones from a new band that I got into, and one was mentioned in this chapter. I need help.

-sarah 🌻

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