meaningless ; seungyoun

meaningless ; eight

"i know it that seungyoun is getting through so much already at the age of 18, and sometimes i thought that it's not fair for him to get through a lot of hard times with me as his mother." miss cho stated, took a sip of her hot tea.

   i decided to stay silent and listen to her. this is a story about the real seungyoun. and i need to know it so i won't be like the ones who judge him from his look.

"i feel sorry as his mother. he suffered depression at a young age and give up on everything to treat himself, without even dragging me and his father in." she explained more.

   so seungyoun actually suffered depression? i'd never thought a person like him suffered depression because depression is just for the weak one. seungyoun always look tough and strong as he is, but hearing this just broke my heart.

and i don't even know why.

i swear miss cho just mentioned his father. now where is he?

   "but everything got worse when his father passed away, at the middle of seungyoun's hard times. and my son almost end up being a suicidal. he almost got himself killed by stabbed himself using a glass." she suddenly got emotional, when she is going deeply to a story about seungyoun.

   i was clueless about the fact that seungyoun was a suicidal before. i just hope that he isn't that kind of person right now. today i see the good side of seungyoun.

   "he did self harmed, drank illegally, smoked and much more. he also ever attempted suicide once again, but i wonder what stopped him from doing that. and i am glad that he make it till now."

"and now, seungyoun started to stay himself away from me without even me knowing the reason between these all. i just hope that my son is back to when he suppose to be."

   she must have feel bad as a mother. she must have been worried about seungyoun all these times. she must have no clue about seungyoun's conditions right now.

   "i feel sorry, ma'am. i swear seungyoun is the softest person ever, but he just, the type of person who hide it from everyone." i spoke up.

   "hearing his stories just make me realised that seungyoun is not that type of person." i smiled, grabbing miss cho's hands with mine.

"seeing you here, as seungyoun's friend, makes me want to know you more, young lady. you seems so close with seungyoun." miss cho suddenly went brighter.

   "oh um... we're not that closed since we were just met but... maybe i am one of his friends now." i answered.

miss cho landed both her hands on mine and grabbed it as her life was depends on my hand. she is lost, don't know what to do about her son anymore.

   "nami dear, please i'm begging you to take care of him when he is not around me. i put my trusts on you."