Grells pov (skipping a few weeks)
I am a very complicated person. I don't ask for help of things, but this isn't normal. I have a feeling that no one will ever understand. My traumatic experience in the mortal world followed me to the present, I have never felt so lost. Will is my darling and I want to keep him well. I wasnt honest with him from when he had woken up from his coma 4 months ago. He did protect me from being killed but I didn't tell him what really happened. When I was alive I was apart of an forced marriage to arther, I was sold to paedophile who was 30 years older than me. He had found out about my suicidal behaviour and had said that he would follow me after death. In my early days as a reaper I saw him wherever I was. When I was attacked it wasn't the angels, it was my husband. Will had saw me with him he saved me, but couldn't save himself. The poison that made him forget me was somthing I used when I was alive. It was something that Alan had given me. It was made to help me forget about what Arthur had done to me and the men I was attracted to from the pub. This solution came with a price, when i find love and if they take it, they will die. That's why I thought it was best I didn't tell him about it. Now that he has been doused again I fear the worst. I know that he loves me, I have been trying to undo my mess but. But I still love him. He still loves me. I don't know how to fix this. I dont want my child to live the way I did, with a broken family.
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just a dream (grellium)
Romanceif words could be broken down what could they say? If never letting go could be a death sentence, most of us would be gone. it would be weakness to kill a rose and strength to spare it, but your actions can never be broken, even if it's just a dream.
