Twins 3//Hayes Grier

Authors note #3

(WARNING: Rants involved!)

I hope you guys know that just by commenting 'update!' and 'update soon!' isn't going to make me write a chapter any sooner than what I am.

As much you as you guys (who were here since day 1 of twins) are coping with me not updating as soon as I used to. This whole 'friends and socializing' thing is just catching up to me. I've never been in such a happy point in my life in a while. So please. I beg of you, to comment things that don't have to do with updating. Like comment and ask me questions that you have about the book, or what my favorite color is.

I'm not directing this to anyone, I just want you to know that, I love y'all my Twinsers.

Last night (October 31st) I went to my school's Halloween dance, and that picture above, is me and my crush. He's hot right? just not as sexy as Matthew.

I want you all to understand that saying 'no offense' to something doesn't make anything you say after it any less offense less.

I hope y'all knew what your got yourself into when you read the first book. No I was not a newborn when I began this series, I just wasn't a stalker. People need to stop telling me what I need to do with MY book! Like get the hell out of here! It's my book for a reason, not yours. Cussing at me in my inbox, calling me names, and saying my Twinsers suck isn't a nice thing @AyeitsAlibae. KEEP YOUR OPINIONS TO YOUR DAMN SELF! I think you guys thought I was joking when I clearly said that if you hate on me, I will call you out in front of all my fans. Them Twinsers are here for a reason. You haters? Y'all are here because I have something you don't, support. I will not fall into whatever trap you plan on putting me in. I'm happy because of where I'm at in life, and who's in my life, and when I look back to the list, 'haters' are not on there, so fuck off!

I know I'm only 12 years old. But really, are you surprised I cuss? I hope you aren't. I'm not as innocent and sweet as you think I am. I'm a virgin, if that's what you got out of that first part. But by innocent I mean I cuss, I've tasted some of my moms wine coolers when she has them. I've smoked from a vape pen. Does it mean I'm going to become a alcoholic and smoker? Hell no! I would never be that stupid. So don't go spreading rumors.

I'm as bluntly honest as anyone could ever get, if you ask me if I like you or not, I'll tell you how I feel about you. That is if I know you. All you people who read this and are bullies, you need to stop your shit! What does bullying help you with? Don't think that just because I'm 12 means that I don't know anything. I've been bullied before. I've been through what most people have been through. I used to cut. I was depressed. I went through a tortured friendship. But when it all came to an end I'm still standing tall and proud. Hell yes I have scars. Are they healing? Yeah, day by day, when someone makes me smile or laugh, they close, and they open up a whole knew part of me.

I'm sick of what our world has come to. You see 13 year old girls pregnant, 5 year olds with an iPhone 6 plus, 3 year old girls wearing high waisted shorts, 10 year old boys acting like thugs, 12 year olds taking selfies while smoking weed or even drunk. For real? What happened to all the old fashioned parents, where if you aren't home by a certain time your grounded, or if your room isn't clean you can't go to that one place you wanted to go to. I bet half of y'all will comment about how all of those things are stupid and I'm on drugs. Whatever. I'm just sick and tired of everything that involves anything bad. Like seriously. What good does bullying do to anyone? Calling people names, and beating people is a hobby or joy to you? That is just sickening an cruel. I bet half of my fans are bullied, and the other half are bullies. Well listen here. Bullying is one of leading cause of death, because of suicide. Because of you, your putting someone through stress. Because of you someone is tempted to take a life they haven't experienced. Because of you kids grow up using drugs and alcohol. But most of all because of you, a family lost their child, or a family member. So at the end of the day, what have you achieved?

Love,

~Kayleen