It's been weeks since Jasper left me here. I miss him a lot, but Char and Peter are...amazing. In such a short time they've become so important to me. Char with her aura of happiness and Peters air of protectiveness is just what I need.
We've got a routine now. Daytime, Char and I can swim, paint, watch movies, talk, or whatever. At night we are allowed to shop, go clubbing, go outside. Hunting is hard for me.
We have to go at night, but not many people are out so late, unprotected, in a secluded area.
The pain though, is the worst.
It rips through me and although I smile, inside I'm dying.
I miss Volterra.
I miss the Guard.
Caius.
Marcus.
Athendora.
Him.
Him is an interesting question.
The bond forces me to care.
It punishes me every second I'm not with Him.
For not loving him.
For not staying.
For not taking the chance when I had one.
It's ironically cliche that the second I'm ready to love again, my heart it broken.
See they say home is where the heart is.
I care about Peter and Char. But my hearts not here. I'm not sure where it is.
I'm not sure I have another heart to spare.
That's the thing about heartbreaks. In hooks and movies it's this one heartbreak and then the moan character finds true love.
See, for me, I feel in love, got my heart crushed.
Found true love, got my heart crushed.
Is there, like, a store to buy unlimited hearts? I'll need a few go make up for missing one.
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My Master (COMPLETE)
FanfictionOk, I was losing inspiration for my other Aro and Bella story. But people seem to like the paring. So here's my knew one. It's jasper who goes to Bella, on Alice's orders, to save Edward. Bella does save him, and then of course her and Jasper beat...
