dear diary | kmg

13

[ 3:22 pm ] - thursday

dear diary,
it has only been two days since mingyu practically left me.

i had no energy to go to school anymore.

well,
my energizer wasn't there anymore.

i hate to see the empty spot beside me.

it always reminds me of mingyu,
that jerk.

that handsome jerk.

how could he leave me without any words at all?

he doesn't even reply to my messages.

why? where did it went wrong?

was it something i did?

kim mingyu,
i never got to deliver my words to you.

and i know there's no use to say this over and over again here,

but i love you.

so much that it hurts.

even soonyoung couldn't make me feel this way.

kim mingyu, why do i have to meet you?

why do i have to like you?

why do you make me love you and then disappear?

i miss your smile,
i miss your toothy grin that you'd give me every time i roll my eyes at you.

i miss your eyes,
they used to look at me adoringly.

i miss your figure,
how i wish i could hug you one last time.

i miss your voice,
how i wish you're still here,
calling my name and smiling with me.

god, kim mingyu,
i miss you.

please,
give me your attention.

— end.