For the love of our friendship- (Nash Grier / Cameron Dallas)

Chapter 41

*Hailey pov*

The rest of the night sucked. I was in a bad mood and so was everyone else. Well, maybe not like me but they weren't cheerful and hyper. Bart had planned out a promotion deal tomorrow morning at a SnapBack shop. I was invited but it didn't really apply to me.. Matt stayed, saying that he promised everyone a live stream and following spree in the morning at 10am so people could watch around the world. Well, not everyone but ALOT of time zones. We stayed up watching movies and just chilling in the quiet.

Then we all just went to bed around 3 in the morning hoping for a better day tomorrow after waking up.

I woke up more tired than I was before I went to bed. I didn't get out a bed for a long while, just laying there. Then I went on twitter for the first time since stuff went down yesterday. And I was pleasantly surprised. They actually made me smile. I got out of bed only to use the bathroom. I looked in the full body mirror and cringed. I put on my glasses and fixed my hair up in a bun. I was wearing Christmas pajama pants and a white cami with a grey Nike sports bra. I made a vine about how you look in the mirror in the morning, and I think it turned out funny.

I went back to bed.

I got a few of twitter notifications from Matt.

(real tweet from Matt)

@TheMattEspinosa: I've never been this disappointed in myself before. Since I went to bed late I woke up late. I've failed you guys yet again

I decided to go check on him. I got out of bed and knocked on the door separating us and walked in. Matt was facing the opposite direction on his laptop.

"WHY? Why isn't anything working out!" He said angrily. His voice was different, I've never heard it that way before.

"I just wanna make them happy! That all!" he shouts this time and turns around. His eyes were red and puffy. He had been crying.I frown and walk over to him, not sure how to react to this. I didn't know how he was. Especially while he was crying and upset. I didnt know if he's rather be left alone or be talked to.

He stood up and sniffles and rubbed his eyes.

"I can't do anything r-right." he choked. He looked so down.

"Hey, don't cry. Cause your gonna make me cry." I say and go to give him a hug. He pulls me in and he still continues to sniffle and cry.

I rubbed his back and he rested his head on the top of mine.

"We can try to make something work." I tell him. He pulls away from me

"This shit hotel Internet won't work.i can't do anything and I promised!" he says

"I promised them." he said quietly.He sat down on the bed still rubbing his eyes and running his hands through his hair.

"Listen, Matt?" I ask him sitting next to him.

"Shit happens. I know you feel bad, but now you are upset. You need to happy for them to be happy okay? You can live stream later when we can get it to work. Just relax, breathe." I tell him slowly. He take a few breaths and half smiles at me.

"Thanks hailey. You're a good friend."

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I did have my Boyce Avenue meeting today. So I got ready for that.The guys returned from the Snapback shop and cheered up Matt with a few new hats.

I called up James for my ride to my meeting this time going by myself. I wasn't nervous and I wasn't really that excited.

It went like it did with Kurt Hugo. I was gonna meet the manager. I sat outside an office and a man walked out and introduced himself. And took me into his office.