Change me if you can

Chapter 4

- Now you listen me if you think that I want be with you. You are wrong. But now you live in my house. So you will do that I want! - Azriel yelled - Do you understand me? - He asked and I just closed my eyes - Don't ignore me! - I was just crying.

-Release me. You make me hurt, - I whispered. Azriel shook his head and did it. I looked into his eyes. He looked confused. - Don't come to me please. - I uttered and ran to my room. Then I closed the door and fallen on the bed.

I thought my life would change, get better. But Azriel deprived me of the most precious thing in my life it is freedom. Freedom was my salvation and I liked it. I won't let him control me. If I can leave this home I will able to see Jack. It's a good incentive.

I came to the window and smiled. It is second floor and I can just jump on the grass. So I opened the door and gave my things... Well bye Azriel. I hope I won't see you anymore. Heck. He now can be on the first floor. Hmmm. Think, Alice, think...

-Azriel, come here please, - I yelled and started wait. I heard a voice.

-For what? - He asked me and I repeated. - Okay, - he yelled and I smirked. Then I heard steps. Azriel was trying to open the door. - Alisa, open the door. - He uttered and I ignored his words. My turn. I threw things on the grass and prepared to jump. - Alisa opens the door. It's not funny. I brake down it if you won't open!! - He yelled. I smiled and jumped.

It was not hard. I took my things and started run. I don't know when Azriel understand that I went away. But I think it will be soon. I came to the gate and dogs came to me. I smiled and threw wand them. Because they've saw me so they wasn't barking.

- Good dogs, - I whispered and I heard a noise. Heck. I need to run. Azriel probably broke down the door. I opened the gate and ran. I looked around. Yeah I know this place. I was here before. Here next cemetery. We buried dad here. So If I'm going to go on foot, it takes a lot of time. I hope Azriel will be not finding me. Well of course he won't. Nobody needs me. Okay it is not important....

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The car stood next to me. And then I saw 2nd girls and 3rd boys. They looked at me and smirked.

- Hey come on, we can drive if you want. - The man uttered and I bit my lip. Hmm I believed Azriel and came to his home. And why I can't believe them? I gave a small smile and sat down in the car. - And where were you going? - The girl asked me and i told her my address. - No problems, Sister, - she answer me and I smiled. The boy turned music on and all started sing. I laughed it was very funny. I even forgot about Azriel.

- Come on, let's sing with us, - another girl uttered and I nodded. Why not? And I started sing. I was happy. I never have friends. I never could just start to sing, or just hold my friend and together to laugh. Now I understand how I didn't enough it. They are not my friends, I know, but now it's not important. I don't want think that it's fake.

...Soon the car stopped. I looked in the window and saw «my» home. I was sadly because my life didn't change. It will not be to change. I turned to guys and gave a sadly smile. The boy turned the music off and turned to me.

- If you don't mind we can have some more fun. Give us your number and we will call you. - He uttered and I nodded, I was surprised but why not? I liked it, it was cool. I gave them my phone's number and smiled.

-Well... thank you very much. I need to go. Bye guys. - I said and left the car. I turned around and they gave me a sadly smile.

- See you later sister I hope.-one girl said and I nodded. Then I went to the park. I was very missing about Jack. I started ran I so want to see.