The Feeling

Questioning

Forth POV

After dropping Beam off, I went straight to the mall where Pimada, my girlfriend, was waiting for me. I did not spare a glance at the rear view mirror as I sped off. My heart was numb with the taught that my best friend just let me go...

🎶You are to me
A part of me just like anatomy, oh
You're pulling me
You're pulling me in
like you're gravity, oh🎶

"I love you hon." I greeted Pimada and gave her a peck.

"What took you so long?!" She growled at me, her arms on her chest.

I hesitated a bit. I'm sure she will be mad if I tell her that I had to drop off Beam. But what the heck! Beam already decided to keep his distance. He will surely not be an issue anymore.

"I gave Beam a lift and I just dropped him off first." I honestly replied. What's the use in lying anyway?

She glared at me. "You're with that slut again? How many times should I tell you to never go near that bitch!"

Facepalm.

"C'mon. He's my bestfriend. I'm going home too so I just took him with me.

Besides...

He said he's going to keep his distance for a while." My voice cracked when I said the last line. My heart crunched in unison.

"Well good! I don't want him around you. I don't like him. He seems untrustworthy." My heart further crumbled. She then rounded my arm and led me forward.

"You're such a great boyfriend Forth. Always doing what I want!" She says in glee. "Let's go eat first before we leave.'

"Of course, if you're happy, I'm happy." I said breathily.

🎶You give to me
Everything, anything that I could dream
And at least that's what it seems
Could it be I don't
know what's good for me?🎶

I'm here wide awake in Pim's room. We just finished our second round. She's presently cuddling her head on my chest. Her body attached to my side while my left hand caresses her hair.

I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking something was wrong with our relationship. But I can't quite put my finger on it.

Pim provides everything that I asked for a woman. Pretty face, voluptuous body, and a sex kitten: great blowjob, great kisser, talented titfucker, and versatile to which ever hole I fuck. All my friends basically want a Pimada of their own. And that's good right?

That's good for me.

I think.

I don't know...

Something's just not right. If only I can just determine what it is....

A/N: The lyrics in this chapter are the two verses. I combined them cause I think it tells one story.

It's about being so sure that you are with the right person that you lost your individuality. You're a pair. If one is happy, the other also is. If one is miserable, the other also follows. And it's dragging you down (like a gravity says Justin).

Since you're a pair you instinctively give everything to each other. Thinking that the happy pair mentality will make your relationship stable. But is it really what's good for you individually?

Such a deep song from Justin Bieber right? It's rumored that the song pertains to his relationship with Selena Gomez.