a child of wars

letters

I was not around when it all started
I was in those schools may be
Where you sent me to live your dreams
I was drunk may be
Just trying to feel free
Or out with my baby who makes me happy so that i can smile and live proudly
Or balling with my friends trying to push time but it couldn't get so quicker
Or rolling with thugs and gangsters
Or may be i was their leader.

You were alone
As i left you i could feel it in my bones,
I know we didn't get along but
Our love never been more strong
We have same heartbeats
We share the same happiness
We share bloods and genes
We have linked souls
We work for the same goals
Same morals
And i learn through your struggles
I don't talk to you sometimes
'Cause i don't have those balls.

Your charming face
And beautiful hands persuade the devil into getting inside your pants.
Your kindness leads
The devil's eyes to your chest
Your lips that drip nothing but the truth made him loose sleeps.

Your hands got pretty tied
Because of the food they bring
Wisdom was not allowed in the room.
Heat of the words, fire from the mouth,coldness of the clouds;
Happiness was the one to mourn.

It was late, what a hell of day was it
The devil got drunk then drove his rage to your forehead.
The knife was not the weapon the bomb was before and never gone.
Now hungovers overwhelmed
He sobers in regrets
Sleeps in broke shits and sits in wet seats.
Ashamed he is
Hands full is the only thing he sees

All good and bad you had
Are all in the past
He checks for the wind to swirl you back while sitting in his tears swamp.
Letters, so many letters in your post
Letters written like stanzas of a poet.

You, you are a god in your stolen heaven
A leader in your world
A hope for your forgotten tribe.
Let the letters knock but don't crack
They are pranks when the storm comes they hide
Stay frank, peaceful , always true like a living 2 pack.