Allen's Pov**
Nas a higaan ako ngayon. Thinking and reminising everything. Ang tanga-tanga ko bakit ko ba kasi siya iniwan. Hindi ko kagustuhan yun. At hindi ko talaga siya iniwan, hinding hindi ko magagawa yun. Kahit malayo ako, siya pa rin ang laging nasa isip ko. Pero, wala sa tingin ko nasaktan ko siya. Lalo na't andamji niya pang problema. Im such a jerk. I want to keep that promise, but what did I've done.
FLASHBACK!
Hoy bata! Bat nagiisa ka?
Kung maka bata naman to! Ikaw ba hindi? hik* HIk* - Yung bata
(ngayon ko lang nalaman umiiyak pala siya, himdi ko kasi nakita kanina. Nakatalikod siya eh)
Bkit ka umiiyak? Nawawala ka ba? Halika hanapin natin daddy mo.
IF YOU CAN!
Why not? I can do it. or else if you just help me. it seems that I dont know your father ^______^
Can you please leave me alone! Hindi ako nawawala.
OK I will leave. but can I just know your name?
Im Yanna. So, you can now go. Just leave me alone. PLEASE!!
OK. But in cas if yu need me. Im just here. ^____________^ *(smile)*
I DONT NEED YOU! - yanna
Umalis nalang ako. Baka kailanagan niya kasing mapag-isa. pero naririnig ko pa rin boses niya. I can feel that she really wanted to see her dad. Nagsasalita kasi siya mag-isa.
Dad! hik* hik* - yanna
Bat mo ko iniwan, hik* You promise me, you will never left me. You promised that you will protect me. I love you dad! hik* I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
ayyy, Iyakin! HAHAHAHAHAHA. - bata 1
HAHA! oo nga. nawawala ka ba bata? Yan kasi (sabay belat) - bata 2
At si yanna humagulgol na ng iyak. ayaw naman siguro na mas tuksuhin pa siya nung mga bata.
Nyenyenyenyenye! Iyakin! iyakin! HAHAHAHAHA. - Sabay nung dalawang bata
HOY!
HOY! Umalis nga kayo! Anu bang ginagawa niyo sakanya? hah?
Bkait? Aangal ka? - Bata 1
oo nga. Suntukan nalang oh! - bata 2
Tama na! PLEASE! hik* hik* - yanna
Lumapit si allen kay yanna at sabing pagbilang ko nang tatlo humawak ka ng mahigpit sa kamay ko.
ISA
DALAWA
Baaaki- ????? - yanna
TATLO!!! TAKBOOOOOO!!
Hoy!Bumalik kayo dito! - bata 1
Wag na nga yun. Hayaan mo na sila. Anlayo na oh! - Bata 2
Oh! Bat umiiyak ka pa rin? Nakatakas na nga tayo dun sa mga batang yun. Kaya wag ka nang umiyak., Sige ka papangit ka niyan.
I still miss my dad! I don't know what to do without him. - yanna
Sandali lang ah!
tadaaaaa!
ICE CREAM? - Yanna
Oo, baka sakaling matanggal lungkot mo at baka sakaling wag ka na ring umiyak. Eto oh!
THANK YOU! ^_______^ I really love chocolate ice cream. It's my favorite. - yanna
I love them too. By the way, I know its hard to lose someone you love. but you have t overcome it.
Can you be my dad? - yanna
No, but I can be your friend. no one can compare to your dad. There should be only one dad. and he should be your one and only dad.
>____________< - Yanna
I can be your pretend dad instead ^__________^
*(SMILE)* - YANNA
--------- END OF THE FLASHBACK -----------
I really cant forget that smile. That smile turn my world up side down. everytime I make her happy, I cant determine the joy I feel. Maybe tommorrow's thetimepara itama lahat ng nagawa kong mali. I think ots the right time that I explain everything, kung bakit kao umalis at kung bakit ako bumalik.
One time I saw her, she was so sad. gusto ko siyang lapitan para pasayahin, but I cant. Alam kong hindi nya pa rin ako napapatawad sa lahat ng kasalanang ginawa ko sakanya. I GAVE HER A LETTER. I just send it to a girl, para ibigay sakanya. Just in case to change her mood. But, I was there. hanggang sa umalis siya. Hindi ko siya magawang iwan, dahil iniisip kong baka may masamang mangyari sakanya. Yanna's brave and I know that. Kahit iyakin siya, alam ko yung puso niya matapang at matatag.
Haaaay! Di ko talaga kayang makalimutan ang isang taong naging parte na ng aking buhay.
Bukas na bukas kakausapin ko siya at ipapaliwanag sakanya lahat lahat. Alam kong makikinig siya. At sana mgawa nita pa rin akong patawarin.
Sir ALLEN? - nana Marie
*Bumukas ang pinto*
Oyy, Nana ^______________^
Oh! Parng nakakita ka nang multo dyan. Matanda lanag ako ah. pero di pa ko multo- Nana
Nana talaga. tsk! HAHAHAHAHA.
Tinatawag ka pala ng Mommy mo. Hindi ka daw kasi lumalabas ng kwarto. Akala ata may problema ka- Nana Marie
Sige Nana, bababa na ko.
( Si Nana Marie ay matagal ng kasambahay samin. Kaya ganun nalang kami ka close. Siya na kasi nag alaga sakin mula nung bata pa ako. )
Bakit ma? tinatawag niyo raw ako?
Yes, I Just wanted to check if your Ok. Ayos na ba kayo ni yanna? - mom
NO Mom. I think galit pa rin siya sakin. But im palnning to make things right.
Sorry baby, I know dahil yun sa pag-alis natin ng biglaan. Kung hindi lang sana---
Sssssshhhhh! MOM! It's alright. It's important. It's the right thing to do. Siguro dati hindi ko pa yun naiintindihan. but, mom im on thr right age to know what's right or wrong.
Thank you, you grown up just like your dad!- MOM ^______^
And its all because you want me to be like dad! ^_________^
*(SMILE)* Cause your dad's perfect. Kung hindi lang siya nagkasakit. Maybe until now we were happy as always. - Mom
Dont worry Mom. Yanna and I were gonna be okay.
Godluck son ^____________^ - MOM
BINABASA MO ANG
The one you Hate,the one you Love <3
Novela JuvenilRomantic happenings happen unexpectedly. And problems will also come that you truly need someone to overcome it. And the person you hate understand you everytime. Will that person whom you hate, can be the one you love? <3