We arrived home late that day. We didn't have the luxury to talk we just placed everything inside our room, changed clothes then dived to our bed to take some rest. I also need to recharge as I have to go to work early the next morning.
We said goodnight to each other then cuddled, and in no time, we're both fast asleep.
I was already awake before my alarm sounded. I was just staring at the ceiling thinking about what will happen after I leave.
Will she find someone new immediately? Will she really choose to be with somebody else but me?
Am I really not enough? How can her love just fade away?
Am I really meant to be alone?
My thoughts were disrupted when I felt her hugging me tighter. I smiled.
"B... Wag ka na lang pumasok... Please..." She whispered, still with her eyes closed.
"I can't B... First day of my new hire class today. No other trainer can do it. I am still mentoring someone who can one day take over." I replied.
"Pagod ka pa B. I'm sure they can find a way..." She insisted.
"As much as I wanted to stay B. I can't, ayaw kong pahirapan yung iba while I'm here at home," I replied.
"Bakit kasi ang responsible mo ehhhh..." B said.
"Eh matino lang ako hehehe..." I joked.
"Napakacareer oriented kamo!" She laughed.
"Well, alam mo naman goal natin diba? Trainer of the Year!" I laughed.
She laughed too and said, "Pag hindi ka pa naging trainer of the year sa mga pinaggagawa mo ewan ko na lang..."
I just smiled and kiss her forehead.
"Oh, I'll take a shower na ng makapasok..." I said while getting off the bed.
"Sama!" She shouted.
I laughed and replied, "Ewan ko sayo... Matulog ka na lang... It's too early pa..."
"Akina yung damit mo so I can go back to sleep." She said.
I just smiled and took off my shirt and threw it to her face.
"Hmmmmnnn amoy baby..." She commented.
"Loko ka!" I exclaimed before I took the towel and went inside the bathroom.
After taking a quick shower and preparing for work, I booked an Uber as I sit on our bed.
I looked at her and caressed her hair.
"I'll be leaving later B... Papakabait ka ahhh... Just call, text or chat me lang... I hope you'll get the answers to your questions. I will always love you." I said before planting a kiss on her forehead.
Still, with her eyes closed, I saw a tear fell from her eyes. I immediately wiped it with my fingers.
"Everything will be okay soon... I'll always be there for you..." I said.
She moved closer to me and hugged me. I am too vulnerable at that time so I hugged her back then kissed her lips.
I wanted to tell her how much I love her but I didn't. I just kissed her hoping it'll make her feel how much I want her.
Our moment was interrupted by a call. I immediately answered it.
"Hello?" I answered.
"Ma'am, andito na po ako sa labas ng gate nyo." The Uber driver said.
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Through My Eyes
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