I always say what if because i overthink shit a lot. My dad thinks im crazy, my mom thinks im suicidal... Am I? No. Well why're you so sad all the time..? One word.
Anxiety.
Uncontrollable thoughts, and emotions, mixed with panic attacks. we love a good panic attack right? Same.
It's currently 6am and i am barely getting out of my king sized comfy ass bed. I start my senior year at my new school today and and i am STOKED to be around people,sarcasm, we love it.
I step into my closet to look for my comfiest leggings. Yes I know im such a basic girl. As I'm searching for my leggings, I hear a little knock on my door..... mother sweet mother yippie.
"Kelissa. Get up! You don't have much time. I'm taking you to school on my way to work. Chop chop girly." Kelissa's mom says from the other side of the door
"Well guess what, you're in luck because i am currently throwing my leggings on at this very moment doll." Kelissa says through the door
Eye roll. It's always a rush thing with her I swear... I sigh and step out of my closet and make my way to the door. I look back one time at my bed and sigh..
"See you later, you soft, fluffy bed. You will be missed all da-" she gets cut off by her mother screaming at her
"JADE HURRY UP! I DO NOT HAVE ALL DAMN DAY!"
"Bye bye bed." she says while closing her room door
I make my way down the stairs and I see my impatient mother standing with her arms crossed, I roll my eyes and make my way out to the garage.
"If I'm late for work today because of you being slow this morning you will take the damn city bus every single morning. Do you understand me?" Her mom says in a stern voice
"Whatever." Kelissa says with a whisper
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As mom pulled into the parking lot i instantly feel regret, hate,annoyed . Kids are blasting their radio's, then you have the weird kids practicing their naruto run what in the actual hell.
"Well I hope you have a good first day. I will be here to pick you up, love you." Kelissa's mom says while looking over at her
Now obviously my mom is annoyed with me already. But oh welll? Time to open the door and step out and wait.
"Okay. Love you mom. Have fun at hell." Kelissa says while stepping out of the car
"You got this ." Kelissa's mom says
"Hopefully." Kelissa says while shutting the car door
As I'm walking into the main doors I noticed people staring and of course whispering about yours truly. they act like they never saw a new student. As I'm looking around I see a tall security guard at the main desk. Greattt.
"Hey ms? No hoods allowed." A tall man with grey hair says
"It was freezing outside." Kelissa says with a whisper
"Well news flash, you're in the building now. So take it off." Tall man says
"I mean you could've said please and not be a dick about it." Kelissa says in a stern voice
Tall man grabs a pen and a slip and begins to write on the slip.
"This is your very first day and I have a little present for you miss." Tall man says while slamming it on the desk
I pick up the slip and read the fine print
Name: New student
Location: DETENTION
Sincerely, bob the security guard
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Heyyy guysss sooo surprise!! I made my first official none raura book. I've been having dreams about ideas and I have like 8 drafts for the next couple of chapters if you guys are interested?...
How was it? If you guys want to see another chapter please vote and comment on this 😭 I would love to keep updating this book.
Bye lovelies 💖🥰
-Lissa💕
