Mother's House of Horrors - Monster Inside

October 8th ~ 2019

My Dear Journal,

Hello there again. Unlike yesterday today was quite eventful. But first I want to talk about my dream from last night before I forget.

The dream is slowly becoming a blur just like the night before, although I remember this one more clearly. I was running through a forest holding the hand of the shadow figure. It was dark and cold, yet I felt safe. It was an odd feeling. Anyways the two of us ran through the forest together hand in hand. She told me to call her Mother. She told me she was my only mother. But what about my real mother? I asked her but she told me my 'real' mother no longer exists and that she had helped me 'take care of the problem'. What she means by that I'm really not sure. I should have felt scared but if I'm being completely honest, I felt... happy. As if I wanted my own mother to be gone. ... Anyways the moon wasn't out in my dream so it was dark but I could make out the shape of Mother. She told me to never be afraid. Never be afraid of my emotion. I wonder why she said that? Why are these dreams so cryptic? Either way I wasn't scared. I trust her. Mother told me to never hold my emotion down. To always feel. No. Matter. What. Maybe I'll find out what she means one day...

The dream was odd but this morning was odder. I didn't wake up in my bed where I had fallen asleep. I awoke in the Forest. But not just any forest. The Unlived Forest. It was weird to say the least. Usually I would be creeped  out by this Forest but today... Today was different. Something was going to happen today, I could feel it. This was just the beginning.

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Hello Journal.

I don't really know what to right at the moment. Right now I am at lunch with Wren and a few other friends. I chose not to eat lunch today. My everything hurts. I just feel sick to my stomach and don't know why. My other friend, Julie, said I should go to the nurse but I told her I was fine. Really though, I'm not fine. When I wrote this morning that it was just the beginning... I meant it. Something is happening in this damn town and I'm going to find out what. 

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Dearest Journey,

Don't mind the weird name. I was just trying out something new. I don't think I like it though so I am going to stick with Journal. By the way it's evening now. After lunch I felt better. Ended up going to the bathroom and throwing up. Drank some water and after that I was better than fine. It felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. 

Oh yeah! I forgot to tell you about sixth period. There was a weird downpour so my teacher, Mr.Dresden decided to put on the news. Apparently the roads out of Carsden have all been blocked. I SWEAR TO YOU IT IS NOT A COINCIDENCE

SOMETHING IS GOING ON AND I'M GOING TO GET TO THE BOTTOM OF IT! MARK MY WORDS!

Geez, now I sound like Darius....

Anyways, I came home today to an empty house. My mom wasn't there. I wonder where she went? Probably working a late night at the office. But who cares lol. I hope I am visited by Mother again tonight. 

Sincerely,

Me