#16 My Oblivion

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I don't want to lose you
yet you push me through
now, what else can I do
when you don't want me to?

I'm still thinking
what's the better decision
for us not to be sinking
in a voyage without mission

Maybe I can fight
but it is not easy, not that light
maybe I can stay
when you don't want me to be away
maybe I can't change
just give me the remains of chance
maybe I can't be broken
yet you want to lessen

Maybe I can
please don't run
please don't shun
in waiting for the sun

You're full of ifs
so I think I'm a misfit
trying to pursue
to a love that I just saw

Darling we let go
but I still love you so
and let me be the one
let me wear out the crown
because I am not your queen
I'm not worth winning.

Remember It's real
that's what I feel
you are the one who heal
yet also the one who kill.

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