BLACKPINK X MALE READER (IN LOVE WITH A ROOKIE) DISCONTINUED

Chapter 29 "try to get him to love me"

***JENNIE POV***

I can't believe that I didn't congratulate him I'm such an asshole I hate myself so much I sometimes can't even stand myself and I just wish someone would knock some sense into me I look around for BLACKPINK's dressing room until I bump into someone and that someone was Red Velvets Wendy my Man stealer I should choke the hell out of her but at the same time I don't want to go to jail...

Wendy: Hi Jennie

Jennie: hi Wendy

Wendy: how are you that was some amazing singing you did there

Jennie: thanks I try my hardest to not disappoint Blinks...

Wendy: that's good always fighting

Jennie: yeah

Wendy: so do you know where is Y/N

Inner Jennie: why do you fucking need to know want to fucking kiss him

Jennie: he is over there *points where Y/N at*

Inner Jennie: you son of a bitch! Why would you tell this man stealer where your man is!

Wendy: thank you Jennie wish you lots of wishes with you and kai *bows and leaves*

Inner Jennie: urgh....'wish you lots of wishes with you and kai bla bla bla bla' i want to throw him in a room and lock him away so i wouldn't see his face

I look at wendy walk away and I look down to my feet and my thoughts were cut off by someone interrupting it

Kai: Hey Jennie anything wrong?

Inner Jennie: stay the hell away from me!

Jennie: im fine...I'm just tired...you know

Kai: but you haven't even preform

Inner Jennie: is my life choices back the way fuck up

Jennie: oh well...yeah I know I just need water after I go on

Kai: oh ok well I guess I'll see you around

Jennie: bye....

I run my hands through my hair and looks down then I was interrupted by my thoughts and I look behind me See jisoo tilting her head

Jisoo: Jennie we have to go...is are turn to perform...

Jennie: oh ok...

I walk with Jisoo and I see Y/N Talking to Wendy and I look down and I get a little mad and I rub my arm and I continue walking up the stage and I start to hear cheers from every one and then I get in position and inhale and exhale and look at the front

We all start to dance and I see Y/N sitting down with his group and I see he still talking to Wendy can I get a upset because he ain't paying attention to me then I continued to dance annoyed at the view and Lisa Sees me and looks the front and see Y/N and sighs and we continue to dance and we finish and we leave the stage and I stomp way to are dressing room and i cross my arms and I look at the mirror and I start to cry and I wipe my tears way and I look at the mirror and I sit down and I continue crying and I lay my head on the table infront of me until i heard the door open and i ait straight up and it was the girls looking at me and I don't make eye contact with them through the mirror