Listen to a sad song while reading this aka stay with me by sam smith or a sadder song if you know one .
** Kashs POV **
My dad was standing there with my mom . He had his arm around her neck and he was pointing the gun to her head . I screamed but no one moved . The workers were just standing there .
"Make one move and i will blow her fucking head off . " My dad said . Tears streaming down his face , stainging his cheeks .
" Okay . Just please dont hurt her daddy . Im sorry i called the cops on you but i couldnt just let you hurt her . " I cried . I closed my eyes scared of what will happen next . Kian grabbed me from behind and held me tight . I still had my eyes closed when i heard a gunshot fire .
"DADDY HOW COULD YOU ! I DIDNT FUCKING DO ANYTHING TO YOU ! " I screamed . I ran over to my mom and held her . My dad looked at me then kissed my forehead , said " i love you baby . " and put the gun in his mouth . He pulled the trigger . I screamed and cried louder and harder . I couldnt hear anything until Kian picked me up and carried me into a car . We both sat in the back and i put my head in his lap and layed across the back of the car . Everything in my life pretty much just fell apart . Now the only thing i had was Kian and o2l . I fell asleep in Kians lap , crying . The car stopped and i got out . I tried to walk but i just fell to the floor . I couldnt move . It hurt everytime i tried to move . I screamed in pain and Connor and Jc jumped out of the car . Jc picked me up and carried me inside . He put me on my bed and I just layed there in pain . Both emotionaly and physicaly . I thanked him and he hugged me . A few minutes later Kian walked in the room and laid with me . He pulled me into his chest and I soon fell asleep . When i woke up I couldnt move again . I screamed for Kian and he said in his morning voice
"Baby . Lay down . Youre not okay ." He said . He got up and looked at me . I couldnt talk . I fought the pain and got up . When i got up i realized i could move again . I slowly walked into the bathroom and looked in the mirror . My make up was gone and my hair was a mess . I had tear stains all over my face . I walked over to the shower and turmed on the water . I undressed and got in . I washed up and got out . I put on pajamas and just layed down . My hair was wet so i went and brushed it . I decided i would stay in the house for a few days then i would face the world . I brushed my hair and blow dried it so it wouldnt get the bed all wet . I french braided it and put on some skin cream so i dont break out . I went back in the room and layed back down . Kian said
"Im sorry baby " and frowned .
" No . You didnt do anything . Please dont blame yourself . " I said and hugged him . I felt safe in his arms . Safer than i was last night . I told him my decision and he agreed . We stayed in the house for 2 days then we decided i needed to get out more .
-/-/-/-/-/- THE NEXT MORNING -/-/-/-/-/-
(Still kashs POV)
We woke up the next morning and i jumped in the shower . I got out and put on a teal crop top that said #nofilter and black highwaisted shorts and black sparkly toms . I took my hair out of the french braid and it was wavey so i just brushed it and left it . I parted it down the middle and braided the 2 front pieces . I had on infinity earings and a ring. I wore a gold necklace that said my name and minnie and mickey mouse kissing . Kian got it for me on my 18th birthday . I put a lace teal bow in my hair and did light makeup . Kian walked out of the bathroom wearing a tie dye shirt and black pants . He has on black vans and a tie dye bandana tied around the front of his hair . He wasnt paying attention to me and i wanted a kiss but i cant reach his face so i stood on his shoes and on my tippie toes and kissed him . He laughed and said
"Wow youre light ! " I giggled and we walked outside . We got in my black mustang and drove to a go kart racing place . When we walked in I squealed . I was exited . He laughed at my sillyness and i competitively said
" Im gonna beat you ! " Over and over like a little kid .
" In your dreams " he said back . We got our go karts and mine was black and Kians was red . ( MY 2 FAV COLORS BESIDES TEAL !) Kian beat me and we left . We went to Taco bell and ate . I got 2 doritos locos tacos and kian got 3 loaded grillers . We shared a root beer . When we finished eating we went to the o2l house . Everyone was there exept for Trevor . We all sat on the floor and played spin the bottle. Good thing Lia and Jenn were there . I spun the bottle around and it landed on Jc . 'Shit' I mumbled. Jc mumbled the same thing. I kissed him quickly then whipped my lips and made a disgusted face. Everyone laughed then Lia spun it . To my surprise it landed on Kian . She kissed him and kissed him for like 2 minutes . HE KISSED BACK . Imma whoop that bitches ass . Jk . 😂 She looked at me and smirked. Jc had his head in his hands so I walked over to him and grabbed his hand . I walked outside with him and he looked sad . I lifted his face so he was looking at me and I kissed him . He kissed back . I heard someone run so I turned my head to see Kian running . Lia walked out a few seconds later and was crying .
" Fuck you Jc . We're over . " she said and stormed out of the house. Jc and I walked inside and I hugged everyone and told them I was going to look for Kian .
