Kians POV
I woke up and Kash was still asleep . Shes so beautiful . I got up and went into the bathroom . I heard a phone ringing so i walked back into my room . Kash was on my phone and she was crying .
" Baby whats wrong ? " I asked running to her .
" Im so sorry . " She cried .
" Whats wrong ? Did you cut again ? " I asked
" No . Its your mom . Izzy has cancer . (If you dont know who izzy is its his little sister . ) "
I fell to te floor and cried . She got off the bed and helped me up . She made me sit on the bed and he sat down next to me . I put my head on her chest and cried . I cried for at least 20 minutes before she got up .
" Are we gonna tell the boys ? " She asked .
"Ya you can go tell them if you want . "
"Ok . Be right back . "
She walked out and i got up and went to the bathroom . I waited until she shut the door then i jumped up from the bed and looked for a rope . I found one and tied it to my celing fan . I grabbed my roley chair and stood on it . I tied the rope to my neck and right when i was about to push the chair away , Kash walked in . She screamed and cried .
"Kian untie that please , i love you and i want you here with me . Dont push that chair away . " she sobbed . I did as she told me and when i got down from the chair , she jumped into my arms . I held her for a while and she got down . She grabbed my hand and took me downstairs . We sat on the couch then the boys started to come down .
" Kash why did you scream ? " Ricky asked . she looked at me in approval . I nodded and she told them . She told them and Ricky started crying . He walked over to me and hugged me .
" We are gonna get through this , i promise . " He said . He called the rest of the boys down and told them the news . By the time Connor heard , he was the last to come down , i was in tears and had started throwing up because i cried too much .
" I dont feel well , im gonna go take a nap and later we will go see Izzy , " i said walking upstairs . I started to drift to sleep when i feel the bed sink down . I turn and notice Kash there .
" Goodnight baby , i love you ." she said kissing me as i wrapped my arms around her waist .
"Goodnight honey . I love you too . " I said and fell asleep with the love of my life in my arms .
