Part 11 : Depression // Not really . ♢

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••Kashs POV••

After about 4 hours Kian woke up . I fell asleep for only 3 hours so i just layed there for an hour playing with Kians hair . He woke up an i dont think he remebered the stuff that happened with Izzy until he saw the rope . He sighed and walked into the bathroom . I heard the shower turn on then 10 minutes later he walked out with a towel around his waist . I got up and walked over to him . I kissed him and he rolled his eyes .

" What is wrong ? " I asked .

" YOURE WHATS WRONG ! YOU KISS ME AND ACT LIKE MY LITTLE SISTER DOESNT HAVE CANCER . YOURE JUST WORRIED ABOUT GETTING FUCKED . " He screamed at me .

" Acutally i fucking care about you and i called izzy , she said shes dying you dick . Dont ever fucking talk to me again and were over . " I said and walked out crying . I was walking when i felt someones fist go across my face . I fell to the ground . I cried and whimpered softly and looked up . It was kian . He looked at me hurt and walked away . Sam ran up the stairs and picked me up . He kissed my forehead and i cried into his chest . He took me into his room and laid me down on the bed . He laid next to me and asked what happened . I told him and he walked into the room . 20 minutes later he walked back in . He hid his hands behind his back . I got off the bed and walked over to him .

" Let me see your hands . " I said holding out my hands . He sighed and put them in mine . He had blood all over them . " What did you do ? " I asked sadly . " i beat his ass for hitting you and being a dick . "

" No . Go apoligize . Dont throw away your friendship for me , " i said and pushed him out the door . As soon as he walked out i walked over to the bed . I fell asleep . When i woke up i was in kians room . I felt someones arms around me . It was Kian . I got up and walked into Sams room .

" Sam ? " I said .

" Hmmm . " He said sleepily .

" Im sorry to wake you but i need to talk about something with you . " I said and sat next to him on his bed . He sat up and i looked at his knuckles . They still had blood on them .

" Whats up ? "

" Well i need to talk to you about Kian . What happened and if its what i think happened why was I in his room . "

" Well Kian hit you so i took you into my toom then i beat his ass and the 1st timd i came back you told me to go apoligize so i did and when i came back you were asleep . And i didnt think you wanted to sleep in a bed with me so i put you in Kians bed but to my suprise he came back and i knew if i went in there and took you he would get pissed off so i just left you . "

" Oh , well im afraid of Kian right now so can i sleep in here with you ? "

" Of course , c'mon . "

All day Sam and i layed there and watched Netflix and often we would scoot closer together or he would accidentaly put his hand on my thigh but it wasnt scary for some reason , i actually liked it . After a while he started talking

" Kash can i ask you something ? "

" Ya . Whats goin on ? "

" Umm ... Will you be my girlfriend please . "

" YES . I really like you sam . Especially because youre so sweet and you would jeprodize your friendship with kian for ME . "

With that we both leaned in and kissed. I really liked it . We kissed for a long time then he said " Lets make it official , lets tell the boys , "

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