Sweetheart

.chapter 9

hey guys sorry i haven't updated things have been hard.

I finally got my phone back and the forst thing i do is message Jaylen. We were cool with everything. But he didnt want half of what i wanted l. He told me he could no longer be with me. That everything woulf be to hard. A week later i found out he found somwone new. I fell apart, there was nothing i could do my parents still won't give me my keys. I tried getting rides down there no ine would take me. i had to fix things, and we all know I me imma fuck a bitch up.

But Dylan ended up texting me the night i was close to killimg myself. he said, " stormie i heard you got your phone back and that your able to go out now wanna sneak out and party.?" I really didnt kniw how to teply I was a mezs and didnt feel like fixing myself. " Sorry dylan i can't, not tonight.. i just can't." I texted while tear rolled down my face. He replied with, " I'm coming over and we're going to talk wether you like it or not." "okay." i said. I didnt want him to come but i couldn't stop him.

Dylan pulled up and walk to the door and just walked in he knew he was Welcome to walk in whenever. I was in my room laying in a ball with my head on a maskra stained pillow. He walked in and laid down next to me shapung his body to mine. wrapped his arms around my waist. For a second there was nothing but silence which was actually kinda nice. He kissed my neck then said.
Dylan: so whats wrong? Your not being the Stormie i know. with a bright smile and beautiful eyes. your smile's not there and your eyes are dark.

I turned to him and said.
Me: he got over me, he said he could do it anymore he found someone else.
Dylan: who?
Me: Jaylen. He found someone else. someone so much more beautiful. Someone whos not gonna go to jail so much. Someone he can see everyday.

Dylan just kinda got pissed thats what I'm crying about. He probably feels like he came over for no reason. But i read him wrong.
Dylan: I know that it hurts, but you got me now. You moved on before he did wether you knew it or not. Your the one who stopped talking to him. I'm not saying it your fault because its not but your the kne who let go first.

Dylan left..

I went to the bathroom.

found pills took them went back to bed.