Our love was strong even though we were not together. We thought that we should take a break and date other people. Which was fine with me we live an hour away.. Okay Okay I lied I wasn't fine with it, I wasn't fine with anything if it wasn't with him.
I of course kept fighting it. He got pissed about it and fought back. The first thing I think of is to say shit i don't mean. And he said it back.
We stopped talking completely and then I got in to drugs like marijuana, cocaine, acid, Novocaine, just constantly popping pills. I had to stay high to forget about him. I had to get drunk to forget about him. shit I was fucking around with other guys to forget about him. I tried anything and everything. I couldnt. He was my first love.
Losing him was not what I wanted so I diced to get back into drug dealing. And made a lot of money till one day there was a Snitch. So I got put back on jail. back to yard fights. back to being put in S.H.O.E. I sat in there and hit my head on walls, because his voice would pop up in my head. the voice said I can't do this anymore. Since you got out of jail your not the same.. I said to the voice well I'm about to change a lot more.
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Sweetheart
Novela JuvenilA girl named Stromie, fell in love with someine then fell in love woth another to find oit she never ment to lose the other.. cant handle the pain. and you can read for the rest.
