Kayla's POV
I just wanna kiss him so bad. I can tell he feels the same way because he looks down at my lips then back up to my eyes. So in my head I say fuck it. Then I lean in and he leans in. When our lips touch I feel sparks like so many of them. It feels like they are meant to touch. Like we are meant to be together. He deepens the kiss by licking my bottom lip so I part my lips and our tongues collide. Everything feels so right right now. Then he pulls me off the counter and I wrap my legs around his torso all without breaking the kiss. He brings me to his bedroom and lays me down on his bed. We part to catch our breathHe looks into my eyes and asks "are you sure you want to do this" I nod and say "I've never been more sure of anything in my life" he nods.
In the blink of an eye all of our clothes are on the floor. He's on top of me and we are still making out. He slowly starts to leave a trail of kisses down to my neck then he stops and gives me a hickey. Then he continues down until he's on my breast and he sucks on it and he continues for a while. Now he's continuing down until he's at my opening. He sticks his tongue inside and looks up at me. I can't help but tug at his hair softly so that he moans. And he does. I see his eyes roll back and I can hear feel him whimper. Which causes me to moan and roll my eyes back. I tug a littler harder and he moans again and it feels amazing. He moves his tongue faster and faster and now I can't feel my legs all I can do is moan because it feels so amazing.
He's now going into his little dresser thing in the side of his bed and he pulls out a condom. He asks me again "are you sure you want this" and I say "my answer is still yes". And with that he thrusts himself into me and at first it slow and soft. But with every thrust it gets harder and faster. The bed is now shaking so he slows down and goes softer. I can feel myself about to climax and I can tell he does too because he's starting to slow down. Then we finally release at the same time.
He drops down next to me. That was so fucking amazing. He kisses me and says "that was so fucking amazing" I giggle and say "I was literally thinking the same thing" we both laugh.
Then he says "can I tell you something" I say "yea you know you can tell me anything" he sighs and says "Kayla that was my first time" I couldn't help but giggle he looks hurt and says "what's so funny" I say "KJ we have been friends since forever I already knew that was your first time and you know that this is my first time too" he looks at me shocked and says "you have had so many boyfriends though" I say "yea but I don't know, I just never felt comfortable enough with someone to do it"
He kisses me again. Then he stops and says "can I tell you another thing and you promise it won't be awkward between us" I nod and he sits up and I do the same he says "Kayla I've been in love with you since before I even knew what love was and I always knew you didn't feel the same way so I just hid my feelings because I didn't want to ruin our friendship and the reason why I never got into a relationship is because of the fact that I am in love with you and it wouldn't be fair to another girl if I didn't feel the same way she felt about me and I don't want this to change anything between us because if I can't have you as a girlfriend then I'll be perfectly fine being your best friend I'll be your anything but I just can't not have you in my life you mean so much to me"
I'm honestly not that shocked. I mean I've kinda had the inkling that he has liked me for a while but the part that shocks me a lot is that he is in love with me. I mean I'm not gonna lie I like him too. And no not only in a friend type of way. I like him a lot but I'm not sure I love him that way. Like I love him as like a best friend type of way but not as like boyfriend type way. I mean I would go out with him to see if it would work but I just don't want to ruin our friendship.
"I like you too I mean I don't know about love but I will admit I have feelings for you and I am down to be in a relationship with you but you have to promise that if we breakup it won't effect our friendship" he puts his pink up and says "I pinky promise" I chuckle and pink promise him. Then he asks "so I can call you my girlfriend now" all cutely and I say nod
He tackles me to the bed and now he's hovering over me and asks "round two" I nod and then after that round we pass out and now we're spooning.
* skip to school*KJ's POV
WE ARE TOGETHER!!! Omg I have been waiting for this for so long and I never thought that this was going to happen. We are now at school and we are in homeroom. I can't stop looking at her she's just so gorgeous. I can tell she knows because she's smirking. She turns to me and says "take a picture it'll last longer". I chuckle and take out my phone and take a picture. she looks at me shocked and I shrug and say "you said take a picture because it will last longer so that's precisely what I did" she giggles which gives me butterflies I absolutely love everything about her. She may not be perfect to other people but she's perfect to me. The home room bell rings which makes me jump a little because I was too busy staring at my girlfriends beauty. But it was completely worth it.Throughout the whole day could barely focus because I was still so amazed at the fact that the girl I have been wanting since I was a child is finally mine. It may have taken a few years but it is completely and utterly worth it. I really hope I don't fuck this up. I've been waiting basically my whole life for this.
God why is she so perfect. What did do to deserve her. She's so amazing. I could go on for years about how perfect she is and how grateful I am to be blessed to just have her in my life.
We are on our way home because we have planned out a whole dinner to tell our family the news. I really hope that they are accepting and happy for us.
We decided to make the dinner for them so we have to get there before they get home so we can start cooking.
What will happen during the dinner? Will their parents accept their new relationship? Will some drama go down? Find out in the next chapter.
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My Best Friend Is In Love With Me? (KJ Apa fanfic)
FanfictionHi, my name is Kayla and this is the story of my friendship with KJ and lets just say its a bumpy road...