They say keep on smiling but what if i dont want to. If i dont smile people leave me alone and i cant hurt anyone like that but when I let my self smile people start talking and expecting things from me but the only thing they get is disaponted.
When you love someone you dont want that to happen, well i can't do anything else i just sit here waiting for it to happen and trust me it did
Sometimes i am so sad i don't want to be around happy people exept from that one!
That one person, i didn't give a fuck to what i was Feeling if they told me to go out i was out, if they told me to stay i stayed, if they told me to smile
I smiled
And now i dont have that special someone but i do have a smile on me because when i see that special someone I dont want theam to know how i feel because i have a smile on my face
That means i am ok
Hey special someone I still love you
And i smile for that!
