why , just why cant i do anything right ?
My love , my angel , my moon , my heart ,my stars and my world , my everything but most importantly my other half , why do i always fuck up , i love you so much more than i show but i cant deal with the thing i say to you!
I say some things that hurt you and i dont want that , i cant take it knowing that i hurted you, i hate my self for that ,sometimes it hurtes me more knowing that i hurted you that it hurts you!
I hate it when we are in a good mood and i just drop a bomb and destroy everything , i hate it when i erase that smile that i love so much , when those eyes change the way they look at me when they want to say sorry or when they say you should say sorry because that hurted me .
I hate it when something happents and i am not there with you ,because i want to be there ,you always are here and you know that and everyone knows that .
Why cant i just make you happy.Why cant i just keep that smile on your face .Why do i have to make you feel this way when i love you so much!
Trust me i know that most of those things happent when we play and you know that i dont mean it like that .
i want to say more things but i need do go somewhere !
my love please read this !
i love you so much !
take care <3
P.S. Dont worry about me so much i am happier that i ever existed in my life nothing will really bring me down because you are with me i love you . <3 <3 <3
