5sos fandom problems

I've Noticed

I've noticed

fans of 5sos are so pretty

everyone is

except me

I'm not just saying this because I want attention, I just honestly feel this way

I feel this way because
1. I look like shit
2. I feel like shit
3. I'm treated like shit

and so on

whenever I'm in public or something and I see a girl wearing 5sos merch or whatever I'm just immediately

wow she's so pretty

and I'm like standing there in a gap hoodie and sweatpants 😂

oml I feel so ugly

bc literally I have like 1 piece of merch and my mom gets so annoyed whenever I beg her for band merch

and she just goes ahead and buy clothes for herself like $50 jeans

just ugh

why is life life