Waiting to love

What should i do ?

Ok so this isn't a great story , but I'll will make it better and sorry I haven't updated I have been through a lot things and didn't feel like it .

Hey andy ..
Thanks so where do u want to go asked andy ? Um anywhere expect San Diego .
Ok really specific there Sadie .
Sorry my mother is staying there and I do not want to see her .
Well what about a park we hang and just chill .

At the park ~
So why are you and your brother meeting her ?
Jonah wants to clear his chest.
And I want to too .
So why haven't you answered when I called you ,Sadie asked andy .
Look andy I don't know how or why I wouldn't ..it just something's you don't understand .
Understand .. Understand what exactly screamed andy you could tell by his voice he was getting angry.
Look I was abused for years and one was by a guy I thought I loved .
Well Sadie some guys aren't jack ass !! And you can't live in fear for ever , I Actually like you but you think I would abuse you ?
No I never said that !! Dick face !! I like and I know you wouldn't abuse me But what you see isn't all the way the real me !!
Am no Beaty andy ... Am the beast .. I was mistake and I done so many mistakes how could you like me ? Sadie broke down crying .
Your not a beast and sorry to yell at you ?
But look give me a shot ?
Don't smile andy ,it hard to say no to that smile .
Look how about we hang later after we visit your mother asked andy .
Sure but let's make it date hot shot !
Sorry for taking so long I will try to make this a better story XP