Why?

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My mom got me this diary, she wanted me to "get my emotions out" like I have a problem mother! So I guess I will start out by saying my name..I am Vivian, I am a fucked up weirdo, who has anxiety and worries about her imaginary unicorn getting run over by a cat, (makes no sense, me trying to be humorous, haha failll) that's how I would explain anxiety. I also enjoy writing poetry and swearing a lot. I have an "eh" family which includes me, my mother, my father, and my brother. I have a boyfriend named Emmett, and we are a pretty screwed up couple, if I do say so myself, but I love him and that's all that matters right? I wouldn't say we are the most "liked" couple on this planet, but people should just get over their shit and move on. Like I said I love swearing, something about it helps release all of my anger and hatred into one word, and if that's not power then what is? well...This is..my diary. But I still ask myself "Why" I let my mom get into my head and "why" I'm even doing this. It might be for me. But I feel like it's for her.

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