I cried out loud in silence
I struggled each day to breathe..
I covered my pain with laughter
while memories crushed my being...
I was dead long before dying...
a corpse who knew how to sing...
An idol loved by others
a love that was not meant for me...
Tell me I did well, im tired
as i want no longer to exist
exhausted from this world thats on fire
my soul longs to be set free
The lights, the faces, the fan chanting
are slowly fading away
while i submerge in a deep absence
on this.... my final stage...
Will you remember me? I wonder
would things had been different if I stayed?
Questions that will remain unanswered
Answers that I hoped I heard one day...
Goodbye my love, my soulmate
You were the locket for my key
It was painful to let go and not have you
I guess we were not meant to be
Will someone hold me? im leaving
Will someone cry 2 tears for me?
Is this the end? or the beginning
send me off and smile for me...
- SK Moon -
An original poem written by me after the sad events. As a Blinger mainly, it affected me deeply .
I found comfort in MVPs but my heart will always remain a BLINGER.
You are my pride Jjong <3
Smell background = Sandalwood candle
Visual background = a tray of rose petals and floating candles
Music background = End of a Day
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° The Last Breath °
Fanfiction김종현 Jonghyun's POV. December 9th to December 18th, 2017. N°1 in 171218! N°1 in wishyouwerehere! Note : BLINGERS/Shawols if you are triggered easily or still sensitive about this, please do not read. A work of love from a || BLINGER ||