26- Maybe i need help

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Ey sweet lollys!
Dedicated to: omaksua and rikersgiggles for voting. I like orange shiny stars :p

And sweet lolly's dont worry Luke will be just fine, or maybe he is dead and she's gonna marry Daniel. Who knows? To tell you something i dont even know it.

Jacy's pov

After school i walked to May's house, Sharin was walking with me. Yes, Sharin. You probably think wtf she's your bully, to make a long story short; We became friends. I know it's weird but im changed. I don't know if it's changed in the good or bad way, but at this moment i don't care.
My phone buzzed, someone called me.

Me- Haay?

Luke- Hi Jace. Im calling with the phone from the hospital, i got hit by a car. 2 legs broken, please pick me up.

Me- maybe ask Daniel or Phil, Tiffany, mary or Bailey

Luke- you don't understand it Jace please pick me up i need to talk with you. I... I need you

Me- Ugh! Okay what hospital

Luke- Greengarden

Me- i know that one i'l be there

I hung op the phone, why did i say yes? He has thousands of friends why me?
Well maybe because he loves you
I shrugged that off and walked to the house.
'Bye Babe see you tomorrow! Don't forget after school we're copying homework from Jason'
Sharin said with a big smile.
No one is allowed to call me Babe exept from Luke
I was getting angry at my brains, i had to forget about him.
'Yea... About the homework thing... '
I said, im not that kind of person who uses other people to do things like homework for me.
'What's about the homework thing?' Sharin asked.
'N- nothing i gotta go' i said.
Low Jace, verry low. Just letting someone else do things for me.
I called a cab, ugh i had to pick up Luke.
After 2 minutes the cab arrived and i quickly stepped in.
'Hello miss where can i bring you?' The man asked.
'Greengarden Hospital'
I answered.
'Are you in a hurry or not?'
'Not really, just take your time'
I said and looked out the window, the snow falling down on the streets and the kids throwing snowballs at each other. I had a normal childhood, i had so much fun in the snow one time with some friends in the snow who lived far away. I don't see them anymore, they got angry and i don't even know why, it wasn't my fault. I really liked them, persons come and go.
'Miss we're here' the man said getting me back to reality.
'How much is it?' I asked taking my wallet out of my bag.
'$4,- miss'
I haded the man $5,- and got out of the car. He smiled nice to me and i did the same. I walked in the hostpital and went to a desk.
'How can i help you?'

'Do you know where Luke Robert Hemmings is?'

'Hmm... Luke Robert.... Hemmings i got it here on my computer he is in room 66 darling' the woman said an gave me a fake smile, i get it working at that hospital doesn't make anyone happy.
I searched for room 66 and knocked on the door with shaking hands, i haven't seen him for so long. Actually, i've seen him today but i allready miss him now.
'Come in' i heard him say and i opend the door. He was sitting in a bed with both his legs in gypsum.
He looked like he has been crying.
'Hi, so i just have to bring you home' i said.
'Yes, and i really need to talk to you please let me explain Jace give me a chance' He pouted and gave me puppy eyes. I can't resist those puppy eyes now can i?

Ugh why am i thinking that !
I helped him up and gave him his crutches.
'Thanks' he said.
'No problem'
It was pretty awkward, not the usual
We walked out the hospital and the cab was still there waiting for us.
I opend the door for Luke and helped him. I got in the cab myself too and the car drove away.
The man smiled. 'You have a lovely girlfriend you boy, just helping you with your broken legs. It's a keeper' the man said and i chuckled, ha ha me? His girlfriend? Ha ha Good one.
'It's defnitly a keeper but i messed up' Luke whisperd but the man heard him.
'Oh... Well you better make it up to her then' the man said and his smile faded and he blushed, probably ashame of that he brought this thing up.
'I do love her, a lot. Im going to try everything that is possible'
Luke said and blushed.

Ahw that's the sweet Luke i know

Why do i keep having those thoughts? We got out the cab and walked to his house, i opene his door and helped him to sit on the couch. I can't just walk away, i mean how is he going to pee or eat or do anything? I had to help him, im sure no one else would.
'Jacy sit down please' Luke said and i sat down, not sure what to expect. I don't want him to make it up to me again, we're done that's it.

'I was with my friends at school, they told me if i didn't bully you they would bully you even worse. They were blody serious. I just... I should've helpyou but i knew the consuquenses' Luke said, taking my hands in his.
'I know you don't want me back but.. Im sorry'
He looked at me eye to eye, but i can't. I can't just fall back in his arms again, it would be easy and im not easy he should know that.

'I appreciate your apologie, darling i've got to go. If you need anything just give me a call' i said and walked away, i can't just pretend like nothing happend. I can't play happy Jacy anymore.
'I need something'

'What' i said looking back annoyed.
'You' he said and i just walked away. Bye bye Luke, end of the story.
I walked to May's house and thought about how depressed i actually am. I don't have time to do nice things, its school, looks, boys, psycho's, boy in hospital, it is too much for me, maybe i need help.
Instead of walking to May's house, i walked to the TaniaPlage, a place where you can find your peace back again, just to let everything be fucked because you just need rest.
I'l get a lot of therapy there i think i need it.

It wasn't that far away from May's house so i'l just walk.

•••••skip to TaniaPlage••••••

'Hello my dear, how can i help you?'

'I guess i need help'

'Name and age?'

'Jacy Kayla McArly, im 15'

'Suicide plans or?'

'No, no.. Just.. I..'

'Okay, i'l call your name trough the speakers about one hour then you go downstairs. Here, your key. You share your room with Tyra Benson, Yess Shay and Jenna Puckett.' The woman said and i walked upstrairs, that went faster than i thought it would, not that i mind.

Luke's pov:

She just left me there, sitting on the couch. I need her, why do i always fuck things up? Why can't i be normal?

I need serious help.
Maybe TaniaPlage?

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awee sweet napkins 💓💪
💩💩💩💩✨✨✨ x jenna

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