WARNING ⚠️: this chapter will be touching on a sensitive topic please be aware
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These were the times that I wished my mother never found me in the tub and instead just allowed my pain to fill the tub.
These were the times I wished I didn't have to see my father to remind myself of the pain he caused on both me and my mother.
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"Um... here this is for you", he said as he slowly passed me a rectangular box with a red ribbon on it.
I took it from his hands and started to slowly open it. That's the thing about me and my father we both always did things really slow. Not caring about people's time.
As I took the top off I saw a black hoodie folded as if someone didn't care how it looked. "What's this for", I said as I took the hoodie out from the box.
"It's a gift, for your birthday", he said as he started to fidget with the steering wheel. " wow the first gift in what like 5 years", I said as I shoved back the hoodie inside the box. "Yeah sorry I've been busy those past years",he said as we stoped at a red light.
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*flash back*
"I can't fucking do this anymore ", I told myself as I stared into the bathroom mirror. Tears treated to come out and just consume me. My body wanted me to yell out for help for someone to save me from this pain that itched to come out.
I looked at myself wondering how life would be if I wasn't here anymore. If my parents will finally get back together. If they will have another kid and give it more love than I ever had.
I bent down and grabbed a blade from my mother's shaving kit. I stripped myself from my clothes and entered the now cold water.
Here it goes I told myself as I put one of my wrist on the edge of the tub. I picked up the blade and slowly sinked it into my wrist till I saw enough blood and dragged it down making sure that enough blood came out. I did it with my other wrist and slowly everything started to turn black.
*end of flash back*
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