Midnight Memories

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Midnight Memories~One Direction

"Same old shit but a different day"

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Another day at this hell hole. Another fucking day. It's the same old shit but a different day.

I was sat in my small form room, at the back, on my own as always. No one wanted to sit with me, they were all too scared. I had that sort of reputation at school. I did have a few friends, but none of them knew me properly and none of them knew the real me. None of them took the time to, or even wanted to know me properly.

I kept my eyes glued to the door, watching everyone enter the room, make eye contact with me and then sit down quickly as they notice me. I don't know why I enjoyed this, but for some reason I did. I loved people being scared of me. It gave me a sense of power that I didn't feel at home. A sense of power I felt I needed.

I kept watching the brow door until a small green eyed boy came in. He gave me a quick look, the terror clear in his eyes as I smirked at him and then sat down suddenly with his brown haired friend, laughing at something he said. I couldn't stop looking at him. But then, I can never stop looking at him. That, my friends, is Reece Bibby, your shy, stuttering student. Fucking adorable. And the complete opposite of me. But yet I still have this massive crush on him.

I've liked him for about 4 months now but only a month ago accepted that I actually did like him. Because I was straight before I met him. And then he turns up out of nowhere and turns my life around. He's absolutely perfect, his blonde hair styled in the most adorable way, his piercing green eyes always shining, god don't get me started on his fucking dimples. And he's so funny, I've heard him talking to his brown haired friend in maths and science because I sit behind them in both. But I've only ever spoken to him to bully him. I know I sound like the most horrible person ever to bully an innocent kid like him but when he was messing with my feelings, the only thing I could do was bully him to try and cope. I know that's stupid but at the time, it seemed like the best idea and now I regret it so much. He's terrified of me now but I still can't stop being a dick to him. And I hate myself so much for it.

Our form tutor entered the room, making everyone go silent. She put her bag down, siting down and looked around the room with a smile.

"Good morning 11C. Hope you all had a good weekend." She did something on the computer before starting to take the register. She read through all our names like usual, Reece's first on the register, mine last and then we all got up and got ready to go for out first lesson. 

I had maths first so I was sat behind Reece which was good. But what was not good, was how I shoved past him on my way out the room, bashing my shoulder against his and causing him to hit into the table. I looked back at him and saw the fear in his eyes as he stared back at me.

"What the fuck are you staring at Bibby?" I asked him and I could see he was trembling slightly causing my heart to hurt.

"N-nothing." He muttered, looking down and I smirked at him.

"Thought not." and I carried on walking off to maths. I stopped at my locker on the way to drop some of my books off and when I entered the room, Reece was already in there.

I took my seat at the back of the room, everyone going quiet as I entered. I liked having that sort of power over everyone. The brown haired kid muttered something to Reece and he burst out laughing, his adorable laugh filling the air, causing a subconscious smile to fill my face. But it dropped as soon as it came realising that I couldn't let others see me reacting to him.

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