What if you lose the one you love the most

Part 3

"Dear best friends, you're one of the best things that's ever happened to me. I love you and I don't want to lose you. Because my life has been better since the day I found you."

When I wake up I am still lying in his bed but Logan is gone. I don't know how late it is. It must be something like 9 a.m.  When I go down the stairs they are all sitting at the table. Logan and his parents. His mom told me that she called my parents and explained. I sat down at the table and looked at Logan. He gave me a little smile back. It's weird that he could still smile after all this thing that happened to him te last few days.
'Are you alright?' I asked him
'I'm fine but I have to go to the hospital in an hour, are coming with me?'
'Of course I am'

After breakfast we went upstairs. I had so many questions.
'Can I ask you something?'
'Yes of course, you can ask me anything'
'How bad is it ?'
'We don't really know much, only that it is brain cancer, we are going to the hospital for more information'
Again I started crying, I gave him a hug and I knew he was also crying. We stood there in his room just the two of us, both not knowing anyting and so scared of what will follow.
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At the hospital they told us that there was a treatment for his cancer but it doesn't let it go away. It just helps against pain. Then he told us that it could all go really fast and that he just had one more year to go, maybe two if the treatment is really working.
I was in chock, how could this happen to him? Why him and not me or someone else?
He doesn't disserve this.
We had our whole lives before us and in just a second we only have one more year to spend together. I don't know what to do if he is gone. I don't think I can live without him. I love him to much for losing him like this.