What if you lose the one you love the most

Part 5

"It's crazy how someone who used to be a huge part of your life, can be gone in a second"

We went back to Paris last week, he really wanted to do that, I had this weird feeling because I was really having a good time and we were enjoying our lives like nothing happened but I also knew this would probably be our last trip together. But the doctor said we had to stay positive and enjoy the moments we have together like it were the last ones.

2 december 2019
It was a normal day, not that you could call my life normal right. I visited Logan yesterday after school, every time I left him the past 11 months he told me he loved me and said I should not worry, but how is that even possible when you're best friend is dying and nobody could do something about that.
When I wanted to say goodby to him yesterday, he took my head in his hands like he never did before and kissed me. It was a very intens moment.
'What does that mean", I asked him
'It means that we love each other" He said
'Ya I know that but...'
'Isn't that enough?'
'Yes of course it is'
Then I gave him a smile and walked away.