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I don't know

I headed home and headed upstairs and took a shower and stood there thinking of everything that has happened and is happening.

 I don't know what to do anymore. I mean one minute I want to hold him in my arms and kiss him while I tell him I forgive him and another minute I want to bite his head off and slap the hell out of him to make sure he came to his senses for real.

I stood up and turned off the shower and climbed out and got dried off and rubbed lotion on my body and smiled when my babies moved a bit and settled back down.

Once I got dressed and dried my hair I headed back downstairs and sat on the couch with my feet propped and closed my eyes thinking of all the things that I needed to think about.

If I was gonna fully go through the release of the imprint bond or give Jacob another chance. Seems like it's his tenth chance when he shouldn't have done this crap in the first place.

I heard a faint knocking so I got up

"who is it?"

"It's Jacob."

"What can I do for you?"

"I want to talk."

"You said enough at my brothers and Emily's, what more is to be said?"

"Plenty. I mean come one we are soon to be parents, you can't tell me we don't have anything to talk about."

"Don't go down that road, cause I don't need that stress or anger right now. I have to much shit I am dealing with don't add to it."

"I'm not trying to add anything on you, just trying to fix a mistake I made and make things between us better again."

I sighed and unlocked the door and opened it.

"let's get this straight ok, you have nothing to talk about. I have been through months of pregnancy with my brother's help and the other pack members, your sister, my soon to be sister in law, Kim, and Sue. I have dealt with things you would have known about had you been there for me."

"Can I come in and talk with you?"

 I stepped back and looked at him before nodding my head allowing him entry.

Once he was inside I shut the door and walked back over to the couch and sat down.

He came and sat by me and took a deep breath before he started.

 I sat there rubbing my belly and listened to everything he had to say that he didn't say at Sam's since I left.

"You have less than a month to make up for the Biggest mistake ever made by you."

he nodded and left. I headed up to bed after calling and saying sorry to Sam and thanking him and Emily for the baby shower and telling them I would be around to get the gifts and other things that were bought for me and my babies. After talking to them I went right to sleep after my long horrible day.

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A/N: Ya I know it's short chapter...Sorry