Since I was a danger to others I had a room by myself. It was a plane room with only a bed in the middle and toilet in the corner as well as a sink. The mirror over the sink could bearly be classified as a mirror being as that it was super dooper scratched up and bent you could bearly see yourself.
The walls were gray and one whole wall was a window. There was no privacy here being as the door to the room also had a huge window.
I didn't notice all these details the first time I stepped foot in the room though since the nurse kind of just grabed my stuff from me, threw it on the bed and took me to 'the dayroom'.
It's exactly what it sounds like. A room where everyone goes to during the day. That is if you want to get out fast. They technically can't force you out of your room but they can prolong your stay.
Anyways when I first walked in the day room everything was dark and everyone was sitting in a circle surrounding an old tv, one of those huge bulky ones. I caused lots of attention by opening the door and letting in the light so everyone looked at me but no one really cared.
The nurse told me to go sit down so that's what I did, i just stared at the tv for an hour surrounded by total strangers. When it was over we got snacks. Snacks being Cheetos and pretzels.
Fasts forward nothing intresting really happened. I make a few friend whos names I won't say. They all had a story though. We weren't allowed to talk about why we were there and no one really did.
We did talk about other friends from outside and things like that though. We talked alot about gangs though since everyone there was part of a gang. I'm not going to really talk about that so I dont get in trouble since its complicated.
There was this girl there who wrote stuff all over her room walls thoughit was so funny. She wrote 666 and 999 and 'fuck this place' and nazi symbols and so many other things it was hilarious. Me and a couple other people got in trouble for going to see it lmao
Angelina if your seeing this please let me know your alive. Please
A few more things also happened but I'll write about that another time.
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Poeziepersonally I think I'm kind of a fuxked up kid and no one likes me so I have no friends. I'm going to use this 'book' as kindof a diary to rant about stuff. FAIR WARNING Im probably going to talk about depression and cutting aswell rape so be warne...
