Ariana
I stand up to my feet wiping away my tears with my bloody hands, I look at their bodies and all the blood that is surrounded by them. I have to clean this up, I walk into the kitchen opening the bottom cabinets under the sink. I pull out a blue basket full of cleaning supplies. I mainly need rags and soap, maybe some bleach too.
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After I finished cleaning I wrapped their bodies up and put them in the closet. I look at myself in the mirror, I'm covered in blood. I'm honestly scared to go back home, I'm sure grayson is mad that he hasn't seen me all day and that I took his car without his permission. I lick my dry lips walking out the house in the chilly weather, the ground is dry and the grass is muddy from the snow unfreezing. My heels click against the cement, I try to quickly get to the car so no one can see me. I stick the key in the ignition putting my foot on the gas, my eyes begin to water over as I think about my old life. Nothing is new though, I cry about this all the time. It's hard to believe that I kill people, and it's even harder to believe that I do it for money. It is sad that I've turned into this person, but there is no going back now.
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I look at the door not moving, I'm not sure if I want to walk in here right now. I gulp swallowing the lump in my throat, I slowly put my hand on the door knob opening the door. Grayson enters the room looking me up and down, he seemed angry yet his eyes also softened when he saw how I looked. His eyes wandered me; I'm a complete and total mess. "Where were you?" His voice came out really deep and dark, he was trying not to snap. I look down to the floor before speaking "I killed them" I say lowly my voice trembling in the process "I went to her house and I killed her and the guy she slept with, there was so much blood" my voice cracks at the end of my sentence.
Although I said no names, he knows exactly who I'm talking about. He licks his lips nodding, he walks closer to me making it to where we were face to face with eachother. The lump in my throat begins to grow larger, he wraps his hand around my neck holding it; not with a tight grip. He rubs his thumb along my jaw "I'm mad, but my proudness is over riding that" he lowly says making eye contact with me, I feel my body relax itself when he said that. My lips break apart as a small smile forms on my face.
He looks at all the blood on me, his eyes narrow "I still wish you didn't go without me though, anything could've happened and you didn't have me on your side to make sure you were safe" he starts to go on, I know anything could've happened but nothing did happen and that's all that matters. "What matters is that I'm okay, and they are dead" he pulls my body into his holding me "He killed him?" He asks I nod knowing he is talking about the guy who killed adam "I knew, I read his whole diary basically. He took a picture of his body and put it in the diary to fuck with us. He thought I wouldn't kill him, I mean I didn't think I was going to but when my finger pressed down on the trigger there was no turning back" I tell him "I realized how hurt you were".
I look him in his eyes "I love seeing your emotions, but when you are hurt it hurts me" I lowly murmur, his eyes fill with admiration "I love you" he mumbles keeping his eyes in contact with mine, I feel a small tear slide down my cheek "I love you so much more" I do the love I have for him is beyond me, he made me fall for him I crave his presence I crave him in general. I'm in deep and there is no way out.
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The sound of heels walking my way makes me turn my head, becky sits herself down in front of me. Her dark lipstick smudged from making out with too many guys, she takes her pointer finger wiping the extra lipstick. I scoff finishing what I'm doing "Have you seen grayson?" She speaks up finally, and I knew she was going to bring him up "He is on a job" I lowly tell her not looking at her, she taps her long nails on the table to annoy me "You haven't done your job in awhile" she mumbles I look up at her furrowing my eyebrows "What job? I do everything I'm supposed to, mind your fucking business" I hiss looking at her in disgust, she smiles enjoying the fact that she was annoying me.
She knows how to get under my skin "If I have to suck dick you do too" she evilly grins, I laugh at her "You are very funny, and you had alot of confidence talking to me like that" I darkly say looking at her with anger "Ariana you are nothing special, I had everything you did at one point. Just because you've had the place longer than most of us doesn't mean you are any better" she snickers, I clench my jaw trying to hold myself together. She isn't worth my time, or my energy yet I let her waste both of those. "Listen Becky, I don't have time to argue with you" I tell her plain and simple. She smiles "I'm not arguing with you, I'm just telling you that you are no better than me. He was in love with me at one point to" she lowly says before walking away swaying her hips side to side.
I swallow the spit in my mouth, I can't seem to find what grayson liked about her. She is annoying, her personality makes her so ugly. A hand being set on the counter catches my attention "Could I buy a beer?" The guy asks, I nod setting the rag in the sink he lays money down in front of me watching me grab a cup pouring beer into it. I slide the glass to him taking the money "What is someone like you doing here?" The guy asks taking a drink of his beer, I look at him shrugging "I make good money, I have the person I want from this job. Why would I want to leave" I raise my eyebrow at him, although he thinks I'm talking about just working behind this counter my job is so much more than that. That's my little secret though.
He licks his lips "Who is the lucky guy that has you?" He asks furrowing his eyebrows, I smile thinking of him. "That's for me to know and you to not worry about" I retort bringing my bitchiness out, he scoffs "Sad" he mumbles drinking his beer, I roll my eyes walking around the counter going to the back room. "Haven't seen you in awhile" mariah says pulling a skirt up her legs, I shut the door behind me nodding in agreement. I don't honestly think that we haven't seen eachother in awhile, we just haven't spoken since we gave eachother orgasms. "How are you?" She asks putting makeup on her eyes, I press my lips together thinking about that question.
Okay I guess, I could be better. Everything could be better, but it could also be worse "I'm good, how are you?" I return the question grabbing a water from the mini fridge in the corner, she shrugs "I'm good" she smiles "I had fun that night" she lowly says, my breath hitches I knew she was going to bring it up. I'm with grayson, I love grayson, I could never do that to him. I hope he would never do that to me either.
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