Ariana
I look at myself in the mirror, letting my eyes wander down to all the blood thats on my body. I feel a hand touch my arm making me look over. Grayson sends me a little smile "Are you okay?" I look down at my legs that are covered in dry blood, then my eyes wander to my panties that were once purple but now are a dark color from blood being on them. Images of Jared raping me appear in my head making my eyes water "Yeah" I lowly say swallowing my spit he grabs my face softly looking me in my eyes that are holding tears.
I close my eyes feeling the tears slowly fall down my cheeks, he pulls me closer to him cupping my face with his hands "What happened when we were there?" I bite my lip feeling it shake. I shake my head "It's nothing" I pull his hands off me "If I'm going I be in this 'gang' type of thing then stuff like this will happen" I look back in the mirror he seems confused on what I'm talking about raising his brow at me "Ariana, what happened" more tears stream down my face when I think about me killing someone, never in my life would I have thought about killing someone over money but I did, and now I have to live with that.
I turn towards him feeling my body get heavy with heat "Why would you even care" I throw my arms up "Because you are crying" I lick my teeth nodding "We are in a gang Grayson, stop sweet talking me. We aren't friends we are partners" his face goes blank then he shakes his head trying to comprehend that I just called him Grayson and that I basically stood up for myself "How do you know my name?!" He just about shouts I laugh "Maybe the next time boss is mad at you tell him to kick me out of the office" he punches the counter startling me.
I go to push past him but he grabs me slamming my body against the wall "You want to act all fucking tough but when I get close to you, you become nervous" his anger comes out making me get goosebumps "I thought I told you before that you are a bitch, I guess you took that word and threw it off the bridge. Did you grow a pair of balls or something?" I start to feel hot not wanting his body to be this close to mine "I'm not afraid of you" I say without looking him in the eyes he chuckles "Then why is your heart beating so fast?" He pushes his body on mine clearing the space between us.
He grabs my face making me look at him "Stop getting a attitude with me princess, I'm trying to be nice but you are making it hard for me. Next time you raise your voice with me, I'm going to fuck the attitude out of you" he lets me go I turn my body away from him turning the shower on "You want to know so bad I might as well tell you huh?" I take a deep breath pulling my shirt off leaving me in my bra and panties, I don't have anything this man hasn't seen yet.
I turn my head a bit looking behind me to see Grayson's dark eyes focused on my butt "I got raped" his eyes evert up to mine, his face softens "Ariana-" I cut him off "Its fine" I place my lips into a line looking down"could you just leave me alone for a little bit?" He licks his lips going to the door "Yeah, sure" he walks out shutting the door behind him. I break down into tears, I've honestly never felt so low in my life.
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Ariana
After I finished showering I just went In my room. I didn't want to see Grayson, he would just ask questions which I don't want. I take a bite of the ice cream that I got, the coldness feels good on my mouth Jared punched me so hard. A faint knock comes from the other side of the door making me look up from my ice cream. I set the bowl to the side getting up going over to the door, I open it to be faced with Grayson "What?" He looks me up and down then stands up straight "Could we talk?" He simply asks hoping I would say yes but I don't want to talk to him.
I lick my lips coughing "No, we can't talk" I go to shut the door but he puts his large hand on it stopping it from closing "Grayson I don't want to talk" he ignores me pushes past me going over to the bed sitting down. I shut the door folding my arms over my chest "Why are you so stubborn" I walk back to where I was sitting "Talk" I sigh crossing my legs he looks down shutting his eyes "I'm sorry, I was supposed to protect you. I didn't but please don't tell boss he would kill me" I raise a brow at him.
Is he really begging? I've never seen him so vulnerable "I'm not gonna, I can't expect you to be there for me at all times you have things to do" I shrug "I'm over it I'd rather not stay stuck up on something so irrelevant" he opens his eyes looking over at me "Ariana, this isn't okay I'm gonna kill him" I shake my head looking down "I already did" I look up to him his face is glowing with proudness "I was selling, the guy tried ripping me off. I wasn't okay with that so I found him and asked for the rest of what he owed me but he didn't give me the money so I killed him" I single tear rolls down my cheek.
I hate this, I never wanted to deal with with this "Then Jared came along, he raped me. It hurt so badly everything in me was saying fight back you've got this but I couldn't push myself to get my strength out to get him off of me" I small sob leaves my lips "I grabbed a knife and stabbed him, a lot. Then I took the gun and shot him, it felt so good to do at first" I bite my finger nail "But now I feel horrible for killing them" Grayson grabs my wrist holding it "Don't feel bad, you shouldn't" he bites his lip like he's holding back from asking something.
"Look at me" he softly whispers I look up putting my eyes on his "Were you a virg-" I cut him off shaking my head "No, that was taken from me" I begin to think about Justin I hate him with everything in me now that I realize that he used me for his own pleasures "I hate this" I fall back letting my head hit the pillows "I just want to leave" Grayson gets up walking to the door "You can't" he mumbles before walking out "I know" I say to myself feeling my chin shake.
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