Nothing's going right. I always ruin it. I'm no good for him.
I always try to do my best to save our relationship but I'm reckless and irresponsible. I get lost sometimes. I am not the relationship material. I'm a free bird. I like to do things my way. But being in a relationship, being committed to someone. They have the rights to give their opinion and if I don't follow them then we'll have fights but if I follow them my wishes will crush. So what do I choose? I choose us cause I love him so much that I can't let him go. Not now, not anytime. Cause it's not the goodbyes that hurt, it's the flashbacks that follow.
I still get butterflies when he touches me I still get the knotted feeling in my stomach I still get weak in love when he's next to me
Everything still feels like how it felt for the first time When he spoke to me and whispered in my ear When he calmed me down and kissed my forehead When he made love to me and moaned my name When he hugged me and made me feel safe in his embrace When I slept on his arm and it got numb yet he didn't move cause for some reason my sleep was more important to him When everything was perfectly fine When I wasn't a mess When I didn't make mistakes When he didn't get upset or angry When he felt loved
Now he thinks I hate him Now he feels worthless Now I understand the importance of his presence Now I know what is it all worth Now I regret my impoliteness Now I feel abandoned Now I ask myself one question
Did he make the right choice?
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