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Nahmir"who the fuck is kentrell?!" the nigga was pacing now and I had no choice but to sit back down on the bed too afraid to get up.
At this point if that nigga swung I would not be surprised. "He- I- We" I stuttered trying to tell him the truth as sweet as I could to calm him down a bit.
"See this is what I get for trying to be faithful? Nigga I give you everything. I thought we was for eachother. What happened to that shit?" Lucas reached up to pinch between his eyes and I broke.
"L-look you talking like I fucked him-" he whirled on me with a quickness. "Do you want to!?"
My body tensed and I tried to play it off by scratching my skin for no reason. "No, no nigga come on Lucas." I frowned trying to sound as truthful as possible.
I definitely still had and will always have feelings for Lucas. That boy was my baby and I damn sure was not going to let one nigga I only met a day in my life end what we had.
I stood up and approached him and wrapped my arm around his waist. "I only took his number but I ain't planned on texting him or anything. I don't know the nigga and I won't ever speak to him again if that's what you want." I finished.
I tried to look at his face but he refused to look down at me. His nose was flared open and up in the air. I could see the veins in his neck popping up through his skin and his jaw was clenched.
Why did light skin niggas have to be so fucking difficult ?
"Tell me if you want what we have to be over now , don't have me looking stupid in like no bitch ass nigga." He scoffed finally looking down at me and I gently took his chin into my hand bringing his face down towards mine.
"I want this as much as you do and like I said I don't know or give a fuck about no kentrell. All I want is you. All I been wanting is you and can't nobody make me not love you no more. We forever."
He stared down at me looking mad as hell before he closed the distance between our lips. His tongue roughly slipped past my lips and his hand wrapped around my throat squeezing lightly.
We separated and a string of saliva followed after but his hand never left my neck. "You better stand on that too, I wanna see you mean it cause I really like you. You've seen me at my lowest and my best. Don't fuck around on me promise?" Lucas whispered kissing my lips softly.
I nodded in a daze. "Promise."
We went for a few more rounds before calling it a night.
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"That nigga got his homeboys following you nigga." Casey hollered as we sat down at lunch. I bit into my burger that I brought from home because the food at school was trash.
"Nah , I think his homeboys was just around the area at the time that's all."
"Your nigga crazier than mine Nahmir." Glizzy chimed stuffing a slice of pizza in his mouth and I sucked my teeth.
"Nigga Jay ain't allat, all that nigga do is talk that nigga ain't gone do shit." Cordae laughed throwing his head back and Glizzy paused to stare at me in confusion.
"Nigga Jay and I ain't together. We just fucked. That was it. We just be fucking it ain't serious." It was my turn to shake my head.
Niggas just out here being brave until their ass catch mono or syphilis. Worst yet herpes.
"Y'all weird asf bruh." I said tearing open my bag of fries and squeezing ketchup all over it. Cassey rolled her eyes before opening her mouth.
"Nahmir it ain't our fault you been in a relationship so long that you forgot how to have fun." I crossed my arms and raised my middle finger at her.
"Hoe fuck you, I'm happy in my relationship try to find you one that go past one week." She gasped as the table went quiet and everyone started eating their food again but their eyes were on us.
"I'm happy with dating, we're still young Nahmir I'm not looking to be tied down but you right though if you happy it's cool. But I will say that guy at the food court and you would look cute."
Kentrell and I?
Look cute together?
The other heads around the table shook in agreement and I groaned. "Y'all niggas tripping ain't y'all hear what I said to Lucas?"
Nobody responded.
"So y'all just gonna take me as a joke? Do y'all hate Lucas or something?" Cordae sighed before addressing me.
"How can we hate a nigga we never formally met, he seems a bit too controlling to me and he way too serious. No thank you."
It was true Lucas has never really hung around my friends. He was a few years older after all and had his own personal life shit to do. There's not much in common with a seventeen year old and a twenty-three year old but somehow he had caught my heart and here we were one year later.
"I made a promise to him guys,no more kentrell from now on." I announced and we continued lunch in a comfortable silence until the bell rang to end it.
"Oh we have a party to go to on Saturday." Glizzy announced before we parted and ran down the hallway soon after.
I guess I don't have a choice now.
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FanfictionNahmir is stuck between staying faithful to his longtime boyfriend and giving into his lust for Kentrell. Either way it's driving him insane. He's stuck with one question on his mind. "Who's going to be mine?" Gah i suck at descriptions <<<...