I couldn't tell if his hands were soft or rough. If anything it was both. They were bigger than my own for sure and looked strange. His creamy brown skin tone was of great contrast again my lighter complexion but I knew deep down me , taking notice was due to holding another guy's hands that weren't Lucas'.
"You ain't never called me." his voice somehow managed to be comprehensible even with all the loud music playing and the people being rowdy.
I froze because shit I really had no fucking reason, what was I going to tell this nigga. The staircase slowly started to come into view and I tried to loosen my hold from his but he refused to let go choosing to pull me to stand before him just as we reached the first step.
His hands raised and a diamond ring caught my eyes as the light caused it to twinkle but my attention was soon stolen once more when Kentrell placed an index finger below my chin and dipped his head down near my ear. A shudder involuntarily rippled through my body since the area had always been a sensitive spot for me.
"I know you heard me." his mouth smelt of mint and cigarette, a smell I would usually scrunch my nose in disgust at but for some reason that did not make my attraction to him falter, if anything the way he was staring down at me right now made me feel warm inside.
He suddenly laughed at my silence and let go of my hand then started up the steps singing loudly. I blinked confused for a moment before I hurriedly followed when I saw that nigga was already walking down a hallway. I was not about to get lost in this house. Not tonight.
When I finally caught up with him he was standing by a door putting a blunt to his lips and lighting it up with a flick of the finger on his lighter. "This the bathroom, what I get for ma services?" he smirked shifting on his bowlegs.
I licked my lips and looked away from them to see him smiling with one hand crossed over his chest and the other up with his blunt. "You don't talk much huh? Or you being hard to get?" he teased and I shrugged. "I don't know you like that It's all."
It's true If I don't know you or I am not close to you. I won't fuck with you heavy , I prefer to stay to myself , period.
"Go use the bathroom then I'll wait for you, maybe then we could catch up." he replied bringng the stick to his mouth once his eyes never leaving mine. I watched him exhale smoke curling around us and slowly disappearing.
I quickly slipped in and locked the door behind me slamming my back against It. What the fuck was I doing, I had a whole nigga that loved me , cared for me and would never cheat on me.
I was not the type to leave my nigga at home just to end up fucking with another. I thought that shit was fowl. My friends would chew me out and I'd never live to hear the end of their opinions If that happened but then again they did't seem to like Lucas , so I don't know If they would care.
I cringed at the full bin in the corner of the toilet that had a bloody sanitary pad unravled. Some females really disgusted me the least you could do is fold it and roll it into tissue paper to ensure it doesn't open up like that. It smelled horrible too. Fuck.
Kicking up the toilet seat , i did my business before flushing and kicking it back down. I washed my hands thoroughly into the sink then my face then sought out to rearranging my dreads in hopes that Kentrell would be gone when I stepped outside so I would have to avoid confrontation.
I would be damned If I told this nigga I had a man and he screamed "Hoe ass nigga , who said I want you?!" Maybe he just wanted a friend. A friend that's it.
Shit. Speaking of friends. I totally forgot the guys downstairs , I reached into my pockets to get my phone and saw that I had three texts all my Lucas. My heart melted.
Lucas :
Hey babe I just got home.
I frowned before checking the time and realized that It was eleven thirty. I sighed debating on whether or not I should call him to come pick me up after reading the last two texts.
Lucas :
I miss you so much, wish you were on me right now.
Babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
My fingers hovered over the keyboard but I never had time to reply because A knock on the door threw off my thoughts.
"Aye shordie you okay in there?" It was none other than Kentrell. I cursed before glancing at the text and choosing to ignore It.
I would text him later better yet I would be in his arms soon enough, It's no big deal. I pulled the door open and stepped out before closing It behind me, my heart skipping a beat when Kentrell kicked off the wall near the door.
He stayed , I suppose I could use his harmless company for the night. " So where do you wanna catch up?" I heard myself asking softly, stuffing my hands into my back pockets gingerly.
He smirked, the simple action alone made him look dangerous. It made me feel nervous as I followed him , we rounded a corner and a next flight of stairs appeared. He started on the first stair and turned. He opened up his hand to me then spoke.
"You afraid of heights?" I swallowed and shook my head. I was not afraid of heights but I was scared of falling off tall buildings. You ever had that dream where you're falling ? Man that shit will have you jumping awake. Shit is scary.
"No , why?" I whispered as we started up the stairs hands firmly wrapped around each-other's for the second time tonight. Just because...
He glanced at me before bringing his blunt to his lips once again. "We're going to the rooftop."
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FanfictionNahmir is stuck between staying faithful to his longtime boyfriend and giving into his lust for Kentrell. Either way it's driving him insane. He's stuck with one question on his mind. "Who's going to be mine?" Gah i suck at descriptions <<<...