𝓜𝓲𝓷𝓮 | 𝔂𝓫𝓷𝓫𝓪 [Boyxboy]

twelve |•π

"wait, it's - it's not what It looks like I swear !" I shouted walking to stand between Kentrell and Lucas. My heart was beating wildly and I thought I was about to shit myself. At least now I ain't gotta worry about my boner because that shit was gone now.

"Nahmir , come here." Lucas said calmly flexing his hands. I knew what that action meant. I had seen it quite a few times before and I damn sure wasn't about to have history repeats itself once more.

I shook my head turning to kentrell then looked back at Lucas. "No. I don't want you to hurt Kentrell."

Hurt flashed across Lucas's face and he screwed his face up at me in disgust. "You really gonna be out here defending niggas. So I was probably right too." He shook his head turning away before turning back carelessly.

"How long?" I frowned at him waiting for him to elaborate. He scoffed before shouting."how long have you two been fucking behind my back my nigga?"

The question took me off guard and I laughed but stopped when I realized I was the only one laughing. I raised my hand to try to give a simple reply to this bullshit and found myself hurt.

"You-you really believe I would cheat on you like that?" My chest tightened cause it hurt. It hurt even worst because his accusation was partly true.

Did kissing Kentrell count as cheating?

Did rubbing our cocks together count as cheating?

Wasn't cheating only penetration?

Fuck.

Lucas started pacing. "I don't know what the fuck you would do at this point, you just blatantly chose a nigga over me!"

I rolled my eyes. "How am I choosing a nigga over you? I just don't want you fighting over something so stupid Lucas. I don't want you to get in trouble!"

That was the truth. Kentrell had yet to say a word behind me so I hadn't bothered to turn until I heard the sound of the safety going off a gun.

I knew the sound very well. I had been around enough hood niggas to know what a cocked gun sounded like, what shots and bullet holes looked like.

"I ain't got no time to go back and forth over no nigga. If a pussy bitch nigga wanna do sum we can do it." His voice was harsh and sent a shiver of terror down my spine but when I looked up it looked like it had just raised the demon out of Lucas.

In a matter of seconds Lucas had two guns in his hands pointed directly in our direction. I felt my heart stop and I quickly turned to Kentrell.

"Don't do this, put-"

"Aye , say don't tell me no pussy as shit control your nigga fore I do"

I gulped suddenly not liking his energy and stared at him for a while but nothing changed. He was angry his eyes blazing and demonic. His jaw twitching aggressively with a face that held no mercy.

He looked like he would shoot.

I slowly walked in front of the two guns Lucas was holding and spoke softly.

"I only want you, I've had a little too much to drink and I should've listened to you when you told me to not go to the party Lucas baby- " i paused wiping the tears rolling down my cheeks.

I was scared as fuck. I didn't want Lucas to do anything stupid. This wasn't even worth prison. I sniffled bringing my arm over my mouth to block out my sobs.

Well this is not how I expected my night to end. His face softened and then he lowered the guns. From the corner of my eyes I watched Kentrell do the same before he brushed past up to go back downstairs into the party.

"Why?" was all Lucas said before he shook his head and began walking away from me. I scurried after him after Cordae and Glizzy looked at me helplessly.

They'll find their way home. Right now I had a relationship on the brink of being non-existent. "I'm sorry okay , I'm so sorry." I cried rushing behind him as much as my short legs would allow me.

"Sorry ain't fixing shit Nahmir. I heard everything you fucking said." He retorted shoving through bodies on the make-shift dance floor.

I struggled to try to sound sentimental. "I know but- baby I want you! Okay I don't want him!"

He turned on me so quickly I found myself falling head first into his chest.
"If you wanted me , you would not have given that nigga any of your time because you would've remembered you had me."

My heart shattered and stuttered wildly in my chest as I watched him turn his back on me once more finally reaching the exit but I followed anyway , determined.

Determined to salvage what little we had left. If any.

"You're right okay , that was stupid I promise I won't drink again!" I said nervously as he unlocked his car.

He laughed pulling the door open. "That's the thing, you're blaming it on the alcohol but news flash you're not that fucking drunk. You look fucking stupid trying to make excuses. Now get in the car so I can get you home safely."

My mouth opened and closed but nothing came out because what was there to say? Did he lie?

As I strapped my seatbelt I began crying. Crying because my one year relationship was over. I was going to join the single population once more and the flashback of kentrell cursing me out made my emotions even worst.

"So where does this leave us?" I hiccuped and reached into his glove compartment in search of some tissue right before his hand came to slam it shut before I could fully open it, but it was too late.

The foil packages had caught my eyes and processed at lightning speed through my brain. The sadness and shame in my gut had transformed into anger the second I glanced at him and saw the shameless guilt on his face.

"Lucas what the fuck, are you doing with condoms in your car?"

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Author's note

Niggas ain't shit Ong
Sorry for errors x