Try my best (completed)

Chapter 9

'Be careful who you open up to few people actually care most are just curious'

I lay silently on my bed not wanting anyone to know I'm awake.

I guess I just need some alone time to think.

Everythings quiet and peaceful like it use to be.

But silence is such a fragile thing that even saying it breaks it, soon silence is shattered.

All the boys run in all talking at once I try to listen but their all talking to loud.

"Guys I can't hear," I give up putting my hands to my ears.

Their all arguing over something I slip out of bed grab my clothes and go into the bathroom locking the door but their to busy arguing to realise I've gone.

I change into my white dress the only thing the boys brought with them for me to wear.

I walk out the back door and head into the huge garden to explore.

The icy cold winter breeze hits against my rosy cheeks but I don't care I need to be alone.

I walk to the back of the garden following the path leading to a woody area picking a white flower.

I climb one of the trees reaching the top branch I sit my legs hanging below me.

I smile watching the birds landing and nesting in the nearby trees.

Perfect little families they know there purpose they fly across the world they can fly away from their problems I can't I'm stuck here.

Taking my notebook and pencil from my pocket I sketch the birds flying and me sitting on the branch the girl who got left behind.
"Becca come down"

"Becca its not safe."

"We know your up there."

Sentences shouted up at me by five voices below. Yet I can't bring myself to look down I keep my eyes focused on my drawing.

I need time alone why don't they understand that.

I hear them attempt to climb the tree but the branches cant hold their weight I'm glad I'm light.

Soon the sun is setting a whole day sitting in a tree, weird thing is that time went so quickly and I don't feel the slightly bit hungry or cold.

The thing was I barely got any quiet time the boys just shouted louder and louder at me. Their voices filled with anger.

I was to scared to go down they frightened me. Silent tears fell down my cheeks.

I looked down making eye contact with Harry for the first time that day.

His eyes not their usual green but dark and annoyed but then his expression changed.

"Becca are we scaring you is that why you won't come down," his eyes softened.

I bite my lip slowly nod my head its not like they can hurt me from up here.

"Oh Becca we're sorry we didn't mean to scare you," Louis looking up at me.

"Becca please come down I promise we won't hurt you, " Niall voice full of worry.

I placed my book and pencil in my pocket.

I slowly made my way down the tree terrified of reaching the bottom.

Maybe they were pretending to be nice so I'd come down and when I reach the bottom their going to kill me well theres only one way to find out..

I reach the ground looking up at the five boys standing in front of me.

Harry steps forwards and I step back but he wraps his arms around me.

"I'm so glad your ok" he whispers into my ear.

"Can I see you drawing," Zayn asks I look at him unsure.

"Please," I slowly hand it to him.

"Wow it's amazing I love it do you like drawing," he asks I nod slowly.

"I have loads of drawing inside if you'd like to see them," Zayn says smiling at me.

"Yes please," I smile shyly as he holds out his hand for me to take I look at Harry who nods.

"You can trust him Becca"