Demons.

3. Unspoken words

Every bodys eyes were upon us, Millie and I as we finished our kiss. It was nice, not as I expected but nice. Nothing special.

Millie smiled, as our lips separated, ’You’re not so bad after all’ she smirked and got back to her seat.

I could feel the burn, the heat warming up inside of me. The liqouir began to kick in ever more and my head spinned slightly as I fell down towards the empty armchair, sitting up straight my eyes met Justins, not saying a thing I could see him rubbing his thumb inside the thigh of that girl still sittin on him, still she had not said a word to anyone. Who was she even?

’I dare you to take of her pants’ I began and raised an arm towards the girl in his lap, who were wearing a extremely short skirt, Justin began to laugh and took the girls hand for her to stand up ’Ah ah ah, I want you to take them off, with you teeth’ I filled in with a smirk.

At this point I was to drunk to even care. Or even look at them, as she stood up, Justin still sitting on the sofa. A laugh filled the room as he took his head under her skirt, making her blue lace panties shown for everybody around as his teeth got a hold of them, tugging them down until they fell upon the floor. I sat stunned at what I’ve just watched, glancing upon to Justin who clapped his fist against a couple of boys and leaning back against the sofa once more. The girl giggled as she reached for her panties on the floor and then leaving without a word. What’s happening? What was up with that girl? 

’Alec, I dare you to kiss her’ Justin spoke up, grabbing a hold on a drink and pointed towards a platina blond girl, standing a few feet away from our group playing ’I dare you’.

As my eyes gazed upon her I saw how innocent she looked, little drunk but still sweet. Hovering over what I assumed to be her boyfriend, holding each others arms, leaning over and whispering things in each others ears, they looked like they were in their own little bubble. Just the two of them. And the thought of Alec, or anyone for that matter stepping up tryin’ to break the two of them made me sick. Literally

I watched as Alec stood a bit confused at first, looking towards Justin who encourage him to go up to that girl and kiss her, was he really going to do it? Was he that kind of guy? My questiones were answered when I saw Alec turn around with a smile walking towards the girl before hastily putting his lips to hers.

I felt sick. I could not be a part of that anymore. I was beginning to regret kissing Alec in the first place, what was I thinking? I felt dirty and angry. But why? It were just a simple kiss. Nothing more.

As I tried pushing myself towards the front door I hesitantly stopped for a split second when I heard my name being called out from a dark male voice behind me, repeating my name as a stumbled out the front door, ’Alec’ I mumbled. The chilly night hit me instantly; my body embraced the night as my lungs got filled with the sent of fresh air. It was a bit silly but God how good it felt to be able to breath normally and not having the smell of alcohol, sweat and smoke around you.

’Melissa?’ The dark male voice spoke up one more from behind, this time the voice had calmed it self down a bit but I could still sense the nervousness in it.

’What do you want Alec?’ I mumbled as I got down on a bench, I was so drunk at this point, way to drunk to even care.

The person behind sighed as I could feel the spot next to me being filled up, ’What do you want Ale-’ I said this time a bit harsch but got cut short as my eyes met those beautiful hazel nut, Justin. Am I seeing things that aren’t there? Am I really that drunk?

I straightened my skirt, tugging it down on my thighs as I blinked repeatedly, trying to se straight. As I looked up once again I met his hazelnut eyes, nope he was still there.

’I –I- ’ i studdered. What’s happening to me?

’You?’ the male voice spoke up right next to me, His voice so soft almost singing in my head. Justin was here? With me? Why?

Not able to speak up I caught my hand reached up for his face, my thumbs running down his jawline, his cleaned shaved face almost tingeled under my skin. Mesmerazing.

’J- Justin?’ I stuttered my hand still touching his face.

His did not flinch but I could still see despite my drunken state that little smile hiding in his dimples.

’I need another drink’ I mumbled and caught a hold of my uncontrollable hand. What was I even doing touching his face? I knew I should not have gone to this party. Damn it. 

As I was beginning to stand up a hand were placed on my arm, stopping me from my action, ’Don’t go’ he whispered softly as I once again sat down right next to him.

’I’m sorry?’

’If you’re going in there … in this state … someone is gonna use that to their privilege’

’Well ..’ I whispered, trying to stand once more but this time I grabbed a hold of his hand, ’Then I suggest you’re gonna have to keep an eye for me then’ i winked as I dragged him up and looked at him, those big brown eyes into mine, his face now covered in a huge grin.