It's not over...

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As if that wasn't enough stress within 2 months! My supposed bff had fall out with all the other girls in her tutor group. They then made up, and Lilac told me why they haven't been talking. I then told one of the other girls what Lilac had said, to try to get them to start being normal with one and other again, but instead I made it worse -  even though I was trying to help.

After that Lilac called me outside of the  classroom I was in. She told me it was my fault that they had fallen out again! I was obviously confused, and quite intimidated,  because Lilac had bought 3 older girls with her, who were glaring at me as I stuttered my answer quietly.

She still blamed me. Though I acted like I didn't care, I really did, all I wanted to do was to lock myself away, and cry.

The next day everyone had made up except Lilac and I . we still hadn't made up after 2 days - I was waiting for her apology, but it never came. So I just asked her to come to the side of the courts and we just said let's be friends. That lasted about 2weeks. I then started to stay with people from my tutor and co-hort. I still do.

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