PRETTYMUCH Imagines

Zion Kuwonu ~ Toxic

Request! Also, happy early birthday to Alana!!

Alana's POV

*8 months ago*

"I want to dye my hair" I told Zion as we were cuddling on my bed.

"Hell no" he laughed.

"Why not?" I asked and sat up from lying on his chest.

"I'm not dating a freak" he replied.

"Brown to burgundy isn't bad and I won't be a freak" I said getting defensive. He always does this, makes me feel bad.

"I'm not arguing with you, I said no" he said getting up and walking out. 

"We are talking about this, give me a good reason why not" I followed him to the front door.

"You won't look good"

"Wow, thanks and you are not leaving! We aren't done talking" I yelled at Zion.

"Fine, I don't care, do what you want like you always fucking do. It's just straight bullshit" he said getting his shoes on and raising his voice. 

"Caleb Zion Kuwonu, don't you dare" I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair.

"Oh, I dare" he said sarcastically before walking out. 

I jogged behind him after he left my apartment and he was walking kind of fast. I stood in front of him with my hands on his chest while he looked down at me with his soft, brown eyes.

"Zion, please" I whispered thinking that would change his mood. It was stupid but I did really want it... for awhile.

"No, Alana" he said but didn't move.

"God, I hate you so much. You're pathetic" I whisper-yelled and pushed him away from me. I tried to walk by him but he grabbed the middle of my arm before pulling me to face him.

"Cut the shit, I said do it" 

"Get. Off. Of. Me" I said pulling my arm away from his grip.

I stormed back into my apartment with him hot on my trail. He shut the door and locked it before catching up to me as I reached my bedroom. He threw me over his shoulder then walked over to my bed then threw me onto the bed but I sat up right away.

"I said do it, I'm giving in so I don't have to deal with your shit" he said and sat next to me.

"That's my point! You're "giving in", you don't mean it and it's not fair, I always support you" I said.

"Whatever, I have a way to solve it though" he smirked before leaning in. 

His lips pressed against mine and I couldn't help but kiss back. This is how he/we/I tended to solve our problems: kissing, sex, or throwing things then saying sorry. It was toxic. And I didn't even tell him the other thing... I'm pregnant.

*Present Time*

"Can we please not argue, again? It's not good for the baby" I sighed as I folded and put baby's clothes away.

"Then let's go out and do something" he said getting annoyed.

"I'm have to put the baby and I's clothes away and clean my apartment, Z" I said getting up from the rocking chair. 

"Lana" he rolled his eyes.

"Fine, let's go grab something to eat because I'm hungry" I gave in.

We walked to the front door to put on our shoes. Zion helped put on my shoes since I can't bend over before putting his own shoes on. I grabbed my keys and gave them to him since I'm to big to be driving, I have been for awhile though. We went to iHop since I was craving chocolate chip pancakes. 

"You can finally get your pancakes" Zion said reading my mind as we took a seat. 

"Thank you for picking here" I smiled.

"See, I listen when you talk" he said with a slight smile.

I just smiled while shaking my head before looking at the menu. The waitress came over and took our drink orders as well as the food order but was all about Zion. I looked at him while she was smiling and biting her lip while he ordered his food. He noticed but just ignored her.

"You're not gonna call her out?" I scoffed.

"No, Alana because I'm with you and we know that. She doesn't matter. Don't embarrass me, kay?" he asked like I was a little kid.

"Whatever" I rolled my eyes. 

"Cut the shit" he said while holding onto my wrist. 

"Zion, that hurts" I winced at the pain I felt in my wrist from how tight he was holding onto me. 

"I'm sorry, baby" he said before coming over to my side. He wrapped his arm on the booth before leaning in and kissing my cheek.

"You've been doing that too often" I said rubbing my wrist.

"I'm sorry, okay?" he said while carefully pulling my face so that I was looking at him rather than my wrist.

"Okay" I replied before kissing him.

After some time, the waitress came out with our food and he stayed next to me. He paid for the bill and we left when we were done. We back to my apartment to catch up on Riverdale since we were behind. 

"I'm sorry from about what happened earlier" he said while we got comfortable before starting the show.

"Okay" was all I said because I don't forgive him, I know it's not okay but I just love him so everything else doesn't matter. 

"Lana" he said sternly.

"I forgive you, Z" I smiled and leaned over to kiss him. I did it so there wouldn't be another fight but if he figures out I just said it to say it... it'll lead to another fight.

"Good" he smiled before kissing me. 

We sat there watching Riverdale but I was thinking about us, the baby, what it going to happen? I love him but I don't love the abuse... it's toxic and I'm to afraid to leave because I don't want to be alone and I don't want to lose him either.

Disclamer: I'm no expert or doctor or whatever but if you or anyone else you know is in a situation like this, seek help before it's to late and someone gets really hurt. I love you all!