California (Larry Stylinson)

I Miss You -- H

It was a long day. It was a very very long day, actually. Our flight was eleven hours long, with some layovers. But, the distance wasn't what made it long. I was forced to leave it all. I left home. I left him. Why'd we pick a place so far from the UK?

Niall was no help. He was in the other room, sleeping or something. I didn't care. We'll see each other for carpool tomorrow. Tomorrow.. that was so far from now as well. My life has lately just become intervals of time in which I'm floating, drifting soullessly through.

When we got off the flight, I took us to my favourite British cafe in Los Angels. It was Americanized and didn't stand up to the real thing at all, but it was something European. I love America, I love it all, but I just really miss England these days. However, someone has to promote Steal My Girl on this side of the world. Who better than Niall and me?

But man did I miss Louis! I glanced at the clock. It was past midnight and he was probably already asleep. Slowly I rose from the desk with a sigh and went over to the window facing East. Somewhere, miles and miles away, Louis was there. Closing my eyes, I took a deep inhale. My hands gripped the cold balcony rail as I exhaled through the air. With a cough, I went back to the room. My phone lit up and I had an idea.

“No......don't wake him.....promoting Four is MUCH harder than just a video.....”

“But his sleepy voice is so cute!”

“He's working, much like yourself. Be the professional you are and leave your personal affairs out of your work. Don't be selfish!”

“But he's so cute.....!”

My mind argued with itself. I sighed and just looked at the notification of yet another celebrity complimenting our latest video. I smiled softly and another idea entered my mind. I hopped on the bed and stared at my search engine. Hesitantly, my thumb ran across the screen. I heard our fans were good at photoshop....but how good?

“Larry....Stylinson.....fanart.” Send! I was not disappointed to say the least. As I scrolled through adorable cartoons, a smile appeared. A laugh even escaped! Somehow, I got onto Tumblr. These girls were talking about a certain video. A National Larry Song? Well, shouldn't I know that? Maybe I can sing it to Louis next time we're together..

The song instantly gave me chills. I'm not sure if it was the gifs, or the lyrics. Louis and I were siting next to each other in some interviews...then we were whispering onstage. That's when our luck turned. Now the pictures were shaded, we weren't facing each other anymore. Liam took Louis' place next to me....that's Zayn's microphone, not Lou's.

But wait a second, now....wait. Was that our lips, connected? Whoa...They are good at PhotoShop! Heh, I just need to pause this video for a second, and maybe save the image. Ew, Eleanor and Taylor! Who invited them!? Oh yeah, Modest!. I'm not sure if that was a growl or a groan from my throat just now..

The good gifs are back now. Is that really how our glances look for each other? I thought we were more secretive than that...this can't be right. But, oh my gosh....he looks really fit in that jumper! His hair is pushed back beautifully to line those perfect blue eyes of his. They're like staring into the sea. My own personal sea... I could just kiss him now! Kiss his adorable nose. His beautiful lips that were shaped just right. I'd kiss that chiseled cheek bone down his neck. Then, right as the base....I'll leave my mark. Who am I kidding? I'd leave those marks all over him. That boy is too good to be unmarked. I ran my tongue against my own lips. They were rough and lacking Louis'. This is going to be a long stay in America.

Seriously though, are they really that noticeable? “Larry Stylinson Secret Touches” I googled next. The first one is all Louis' fault! They stuck me in the back and I got bored. So, my fingers just so happened to trail down his arm. He's the one that dropped the arm against me. That slow teasing gesture.. Are our arms really linked in that one, there? Why was I staring at him like that.. oh my gosh, yes he is beautiful. No wonder our cover got blown. The thumbs up. The thumbs up. They noticed the thumbs up!? Louis' thumb though....the things I would do..! No wonder we're controlled, really.