Juyeon,
I don't know if I could ever do this facing you. You always made it difficult for me to say it in front of you. Every time I saw you, I would continue to put it off for another day. You were always that sweet guy that did everything for me, you've never wronged me in any way. In fact, I want to thank you for all that you've done for me, and I am sincerely sorry that I have to do this in such a roundabout way. Let's break up. I can only imagine how you'll react, but I know well enough that you're probably going to blame yourself for this. It's not your fault, it was mine to begin with. I know how cliche this must all sound, but it truly is all my fault. I should have never even fallen for you, I should have never asked you out. I should have just kept my feelings to myself. I'm sorry for hurting you like this, I never wanted you to get hurt because of me. Yet, here I am doing the exact same thing that I never wanted to happen. I'm sorry that I was so selfish to think that we would've ever worked out together. And, most of all I'm sorry for breaking your heart. I know you'll get through this, you can get through anything and everything because that's just the type of person you are and will always be, the person I fell so deeply for. It might take a while, I know, but you always have your friends to support you, so please lean on them. No matter what you do, I will always support you.
Always,
Y/N
~~~X~~~
The music continues to blast through the speakers at full volume. Juyeon dances to the music trying his best to forget the letter, the pain, and you. Sweat soaked through his already disheveled hair and dripped down to his face; at this point, he could hardly tell whether it was his sweat or his tears that streaked his face. It was both.
After driving the rest of the members away, Sangyeon was the one who finally turned the music off. Juyeon didn't stop, he continued to dance to the beat of his shallow breath and heavy heart. He felt numb, too numb that he couldn't even feel Sangyeon come over to hug him from the back to restrain him.
That second of pause was all that it took for everything to come rushing back to Juyeon. All of the memories you both shared, the overwhelming feeling he felt from just being around you, and the intense pain that spread through his body in exhaustion crushes him as he stares at himself in the mirror. His legs gave way first; Sangyeon tries to support him up, but being as exhausted from practice, it was no use.
Both of them sat on the floor as Juyeon continues to break down, his tears starts to flow non stop as he slowly curls himself up into a ball, tucking his head between his knees. Sangyeon rubs his back to comfort Juyeon, now shaking uncontrollably with sobs.
"Gone," Juyeon's voice came out hoarse and raw from crying , "Sangyeon, she's gone."
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