Why don't we understand life?
Why is it so hard?
Why does it seem tough always?
Is it really that tough?
Or is it in the way we see it?
Why don't we know the value of something when we have it?
Why do we treat people the way we do?
Why do we not realise true love?
Why are we foolish to not see what's right in front of our eyes?
Why aren't we doing anything about it when we have to?
Where do we want ourselves to be in the future?
What do we want in life?
Why do we have problems?
What is the point of hating anyone?
Can we hate someone completely?
How do we make up to someone?
How do we live up to a promise we make?
Do we love what you do?
Are we happy in life?
Why do we swing between moods so much?
Why can't we stay babies and not know anything?
Why is, not fucking up the most important things, so hard to live up to?
What's the question that matters the most?
When are we going to find answers?
Why?
What?
Where?
When?
How?
Let's leave all this... Thinking about me...
Why was I an asshole?
Why did temporary pleasure seem right?
Why did I not stay with any girl?
Why did I go for another girl?
Why didn't my first love work?
Why does the second girl I dated hate me now?
What am I doing in life?
When am I going to reach my goals?
Why did I realise how wrong I was so late in life?
Why was I do clouded?
Am I a good person now?
Have I changed completely?
Why am I going back to my past?
Why wasn't I determined back then?
Why did I stop loving?
Why am I still thinking about someone who is not in my life anymore?
What do I want from that person?
Why is it always complicated?
Why do I complicate it further?
Why was I so immature?
Why didn't I know all this back then?
Why was I do vile and cheap?
Why was I so self-centered?
Why didn't she matter when I left her?
Why was I so wrong?
Why?
Can I change anything that happened?
Did everything happen for a reason?
Will I have changed if it hadn't happened?
If not, do I want to change what happened?
More questions pop up, which I'm trying to find the answers to... I don't have expectations anymore... The changes I've gone through are real... I don't know everything, I will never know... But I know my mistakes and I know what's at stake if I repeat even one of those... I know that I was wrong... I know what I lost... Mentioning that, answering the last question, I would've changed few things I did without a second thought... I will regret them for the rest of my life...
-Suraj
