Lost Memory

PART 16

(JISOO POV)

nasa byahe ako ngayon papunta sa bahay ni rose .
Hindi ko alam kung anong pwedeng mangyari pero kailangan kong mag madali .

Pag dating ko sa buhay ay agad akong nag dorbell ng sunod sunod .

Pag bukas nito ay ay iniluwa nito si rose .

Hey  .
She hug me tight .
I miss you baby .
She pull back the hug ang pouting .

Rose .
May kailangan akong sabihin sayo .
May kailangan kang malaman .
I said .

Ano yun ?
Rose ask .

Pumasok ako deretso sa couch .
Maupo ka rose . Bilis.
I said. .

Babe.  Kinakabahan naman ako .
Ano ba yong sasabihin mo .
She ask.

Babe . .i hold her hand .
Maipapangako mo ba na hindi mo ko iiwanan after mong marinig ang mga sasabihin ko sayo .?
I ask.

Promise.  She said .
Saka bakit naman kita iiwanan for what ?
She ask .

Sure ka ? Hindi mo ko iiwan kahit anong mangyari? My voice crack .

Oo nga.  Pangako .
Pangako . Pangako . Pa-nga-k-

Kahit buhay pa si lisa ?
I cut her word.

What ? Babe .
What are you talking about ?
She ask.

My tears fall down .

Babe ano ba ?
Anong nangyayari sayo?
She ask .

I stood up .
Buhay pa si lisa . I said .
Then i turn around to face her .

A-ano ?
She stood up.
Jisoo . Sandali ha ?
Ano bang pinag sasabi mo ?.

Buhay pa sya rose .
Buhay na buhay pa sya .
I said .

Pano ? Rose confused ask .

She's living with my couzin jennie.
I said .

With your couzin ?
Rose ask .
So meaning to say .
Matagal mo na palang alam na buhay pa sya .?
Rose ask .

I nod .

Since when ?
Rose crack voice.

Mahigit isang bwan na . (crack voice)

And you didn't tell me ?!!
Rose yelled .

I know its my falt .
But i need to do that think .

I dont want to hurt my couzin .
And i dont want to hurt you .
I need to do that rose .

I want to protect your heart .
Pero hindi ko alam kung pano dahil hindi ko hawak yang puso m-o .
Then i burst into cry .

Im so-ry rose .
Napaupo ako sa sahig .
Im so-sory.

Rose approched me .

What are you saying na gusto mo kong protektahan ?
Na masasaktan ang pinsan mo ?
Jisoo iexplain mo .
Iintindihin ko .
Rose calmly said with teary eye ..
Inalalayan nya ko tumayo sa sahig
at pinaupo nya ko sa couch .

Rose .(breath heavily)
I look at her straight and wipe my tears .

Walang ma alala si lisa kahit ano .
I said .

What ? Rose wide open .

Kaya hindi ko sinabi sayo .
Dahil ayokong masaktan ka kapag sinabi nyang hindi ka nya maalala pati na ang pagmamahal nya sayo .
I said .

At my isa pang rason kung bakit mas pinili kong itago dahil alam kong mas masasaktan ka sa bagay na to .
I said .

Ano yun ??
Rose ask .

May relasyon na sila ng pinsan kong si jennie .
I said ang look down .

Huh ?
Wait . At hindi mo agad sinabi sakanila ang totoo bago naging sila ?
Rose confused ask .

Rose hindi.
Nung nalaman kong buhay pa si lisa.
Sila ng dalawa ni jennie.
Kaya nasabi ko na ayokong masaktan ang pinsan ko .
Dahil sobra na nyang mahal si lisa .
I said .

What about lisa ?
Did she love your couzin ?
Rose crack voice .

I nodded .

(ROSE POV)

I stood up .

All this time .
Pinag luksaan ko ang tao na akala ko wala na .
Yun pala buhay pa?
At walang maalala . Tapos may mahal na iba ?
I cried .

JISOO stood up and approched ME.

Rose .
Do you still love me ?
She ask while crying .

Nagulat ako sa tanong nya.
At parang may kumirot sa dibdib ko.

Are you going to leave me ?
Rose tatanggapin ko kung hindi mo na ko mamahalin .
O kung iiwan mo na ko .
Dahil bumalik na si lisa .
Tatanggapin ko kung makikipag break ka at babalikan mo sya .
Pero rose.
Wag kalang magagalit ng tuluyan sakin .
Wag mo lang ako ipag tatabuyan dahil hindi ko kaya na mawala ka ng tuluyan sakin .
Rose please.
Iloveyou .
Mahal kita .
Sobrang mahal na mahal kita please .
Ayokong mawala ka .
Then suddenly she burst into cry .

Parang may sumaksak sa puso ko after kong marinig ang mga sinabi nya .
Its like .
How can she say this thing.?
I cant see her crying and woried like this .
Its give me doble in pain .

I hug her tight .
What are you talking about babe ?
I wont leave you.
Nangako ako diba ?
(crack voice)

I pull back the hug and stared at her.

Realy ? Jisoo crack voice

Jisoo . Oo .
Nalaman ko buhay pa si lisa .
Oo . Nag balik sya .
Pero yung katotohanang .
Ikaw na ang mahal ko ngayon .
Kaya pano mo nasasabi sakin yung bagay na iiwan kita ngayon hindi ko na kayang mawala ka ?
Then my tears fall down .

Oo aaminin ko .
Lisa is still here in my heart.
I still love her .
Dahil hindi naman yun mawawala e.
(crack voice)
Pero jisoo .
ikaw . . .
Ikaw at ikaw  na ang pipiliin ko ngayon .
Ikaw na ang nandito ngayon e.
Kahit anong mangyari . Ikaw na .
How can i lose you ?
How can i lose someone like you ?
( crack voice . )
Then i hug her tigh .

But jisoo.
Tell me .
Nasan si lisa ?
I pull back the hug

I just want to see her .
At kailangan bumalik ng ala ala nya para sa kapatid at dad nya .
O kahit hindi na bumalik .
Pero kailangan nyang malaman na may pamilya syang nag hihintay sakanya .
I seriously said .

She nod .

But wait .?
Alam na ba ng pinsan mo ngayon ang totoo ?
O ako ang una mong sinabihan ?
I ask .

I confront her bfore i go here . Jisoo said.

Anong sabi nya ?
I ask .

Nag makaawa sya sakin na wag ko ng sabihin sayo ang totoo .
Jisoo said .

What ? Is she's crazy .?
I ask .

Dahil gaya ko rose .
Natatakot sya na baka iwan sya ni lisa .
O baka bawiin mo si lisa sakanya .
Jisoo said .

Pero hindi mo gaya na
Gagawin ang tama jisoo .
I angry said.

I breath heavily .
But .
She realy love lisa .
I said .

Yes rose .
At may isa pang rason kung bakit .
Hindi ko masabi sayo ang totoo at kung bakit ayokong saktan si jennie.
Jisoo said .

Ano yun ? I ask .

Dahil hindi kayang ihandle ni jennie yung pain .
Hindi kakayanin ng damdamin nya .

What do you mean ?
I confused ask ..

Jisoo breath heavily

(TO BE CONTINUE)