Lost Memory

Part 20

(LISA POV)

after kong umalis sa hospital .
Dumeretso ako agad kay jennie para kausapin sya .
Pag pasok ko  ay naabutan ko syang umiiyak habang nakaupo sa sofa.

Jennie ? Pag tawag ko sakanyan .

She stared at me .
She stood up and approched at me .

Lara ? Im sor--

Lisa . .i cut her word.
Lisa ang itawag mo sakin dahil yun ang totoo kong pangalan jennie .

Inirapan ko sya at pumunta ako sa kitchen para uminom ng tubig .

While drinking water .
Jennie talk behind me .

Hindi mo na ba ko mahal ?
Jennie crack voice .

I furrowd my eyebrow and face her .

That is the problem to you jennie . !!
I yelled .

You always think na mawawala ako sayo na mawawala ang feelings ko sayo kapag bumalik ang ala ala ko .
.kahit ilang beses ko pang sabihin na putcha !!

Mahal kita .
Mahal kita jennie .
Mahal na mahal kita .!
I yelled.

Natakot lang ako lisa . . Jennie cried .

Natakot ?
Natakot saan ?
Na baka iwanan kita ?!
My god for sake jennie .!
How can you think that ?!
How can you say that huh ?
Can you trust me enough ?
Can you trust my love for you ?
Can you ?!!  Jennie ?!
Can you ?!!!
Im yelling now .

And i hate when you yelling unnie .
Kanina sa hospital .

Anong karapatan mo huh ?
Mabuti nga sya e .
Mabuti pa sya .
Ginawa yung tama kahit ang twist non e ang masaktan sya.
Na kahit ang maging kapalit non e mawala ang taong mahal na mahal nya .!
I yelled .

No babe .
Nabigla lang ako babe .
Jennie sobbing .

Nabigla ?? I said habang nakakunot ang kilay.

Nabigla o talagang makasarili ka ? Huh ?
I said .

No lisa.  No . Jennie sobbing .

Hinde !!!
Makasarili ka jennie .
Makasarili ka . !!
I yelled.
Ngayon . Ng dahil dyan sa pagiging selfish mo .
Andon si rose !
Andon si rose.
Kritikal ang kalagayan .
At maliit ang chance na magising pa !
Dahil sayo !
Dahil dyan sa makasarili mong ugali !!
I yelled .

Then. Jennje burst into cry .
At napaupo nalang sa sahig .

I stared at her .
Im so mad but i cant see her like this .

I approched her to hug .
Stop . I said .
Inalalayan ko sya tumayo at inihatid sa kwarto .

Magpahinga ka
I said .

Im about to leave .
When jennie stop me .

Lisa ?

I face her. .why ?

Im sory . (sniffing)
She said .

Hindi ka dapat sakin nag sosory jennie .
I said .

Then she look down .
I stared at her .
Even though im so mad at her right now .
I cant see her like this .
Nang hihina ako .
Ayoko paring maramdaman nya na wala syang kakampi.
Na sinisisi sya ng buong mundo dahil sa nangyari .

So i approched her and kiss her forehead .
She look at me .then suddenly hug me .

Lisa please.  Wag mo kong iiwan .
I love you lisa.
I love you .
Jennie said while sobbing .

Sssssshhhhhh .
Enough.
I love you too .
And im not going to leave you .
I admit it . .
i love you .
But . .
Im still mad at you .
I said .

I understand lisa .
She said.

Pahinga ka na .
May imimeet pa ko .
I said .

Sino ? She ask .

My brother bambam .
I met him in the hospital ng pinapunta sya ni unnie .
I said .
She just nod.

Magpahinga kalang dyan .
Dont wory .
Babalik ako .
I said .
Then leave .

(JISOO POV)

pag alis ni lisa ay naiwan kami sa hospital .
After isang oras ay umalis narin si bambam para hintayin si lisa sa milktea lover .
Naiwan kaming dalawa ni unnie sandara .

Hindi ko alam na may ganito na palang nangyayari.
At higit sa lahat .
Hindi ako alam na kayo na pala ni rose .
Unnie sandara said .

I try to protect her heart unnie .
I try to protect her feelings .
I try to protect her from the pain imotion ..
I try my best .
My very best to protect her heart from the posible pain .
But i faild to protect her from this situation .
I feel guil now unnie.
Im so sory .
I said.

Unnie hug me .
Shhhh . Stop jisoo .
Dont say sory .
Hindi mo kasalanan .
Wag mo sisihin  sarili mo okay ?
Unnie said . Then pull back the hug .

I stood up and approched rose.

I cant see her like this unnie .
Then suddenly i burst into cry .

Rose . Please naman .
Gumising ka .
Gumising ka please .
Hindi ko kaya pag iniwan mo ko .
Ikamamatay ko . (sobbing)
When suddenly i saw rose finger moving .

Waaahh .
Unnie .
I call unnie .

Why ? She approched me .

Call the doctor.
Nakita ko gumalaw ang daliri ni rose .
I excitedly said .

Okay .
Unnie run .

After a min .
Unnie back with the doctor and nurse .
They check rose .

After 10 mins .

Doc ? Ano na po ?
I ask .

Well .
I think .
Theres a little miracle .
Doctor said .

Realy doc ? I smile .
Ano pong ibig mong sabihin doc.

Nagkaroon tayo ng chance na magising ang pasyente.
Well ang kalagayan nya ngayon ay .
Gumana na ang mga cell nya from her brain .
And posible na naririnig nya tayo paminsan minsan .
Ibig sabihin non .
Kausapin lang natin sya madalas .
Makakatulong yon para mas umokay sya .
Doc smile .

Realy ? Thank you doc .
Thank you .
Unnie and i bow to the doctor .

Well then iwan ko muna kayo ?
Tawagin nyo lang ako pag may reaction ang pasyente.

We nod.

Doctor bow and leave .

(LISA POV)
(fast forward)

Matapos kong makipag kita kay bambam ay sinamahan nya akong umuwi .
At doon nakita ko si dad .
Hindi kami masyadong nakapag usap dahil sa rason na wala akong maalala .
Pero yung pakiramdam ko with them ay sobrang komportable .
Then bambam and i tell to dad everything happen about rose .
At sinabi din sakin ni dad na may sarili akong dance school na nag sara dahil nawala ako .
Pero ngayong bumalik na ko.
Bubuksan ko ulit yon kahit wala akong maalala .

(TO BE CONTINUE)